A letter to all daughters.."You'll be Okay.."

A chat message me and my friend

My friend: Hi..how is your day? What is your feeling on today that age? 

Me: mmh..*thinking hardly* I feel nothing..really..i feel same like yesterday..

At my car this evening, alone with some music.

Me: do I need make some self contemplation now? To thinking about today? Really i feel nothing. "I AM OKAY". I do good, i am strong, helpful, independent, etc, bla..bla..bla and I am totally okay.

But a voice from my heart saying.."it's okay not to be okay..You'll be okay.."

Mmhh.. Another *thinking hardly* and said..okay..? "I THINK, I am okay!"

But this voice repeatly saying.. "You'll be okay.."

And I click louder the radio and ..surprise..surprise..a song really make me speechless and could not say any words, just more tears on my face, this is not a christian song, or came from the christian artist etc, but..really it touched my heart, and speaks clearly about " I think I am Okay!!" A song from "a great big world, "You'll Be Okay"

"You'll be okay

You'll be okay

The sun will rise

To better days

And change will come

It's on it's way

Just close your eyes

And let it rain

'Cause you're never alone

I will always be there

You just carry on

You will understand

You'll be okay

You'll be okay

Just look inside

You know the way

Let it go

Fly away

And say goodbye

To yesterday

'Cause you're never alone

And I will always be there

You just carry on

You will understand

And I will be strong

When love is gone

I'll carry on...

You'll be okay

You'll be okay

The sun will rise

To better days

You'll be okay

You'll be okay

Just close your eyes

And let it rain

When you need it the most

And all you've got is a prayer

You must carry on

You will understand

You will understand

You will understand

My "not a contemplation" planning, on my car when I want to off my car machine.

Sunday, June 15th, 2015

Stevany, who think she is okay, but she's not.

Who think she is strong, but she's not.

She is just only human..A Daughter..who really Totally depend on her Father. 

A Real and True Father..

She is only a daughter, who can't lie or even pretend to her Father.

She is only a daughter, who trying to show to her father "I am lady now"

But..she FORGET...she still a DAUGHTER in her Father's eyes!!

She is only a daughter...

- Happy Father's day -

Happy New Year 2014

Time flies and here I am in 2014. 

2013 was awesome year, year of favor and Grace from God. Joy, sorrow, tears, good, bad everything in there. For some reason i think this 2013 is one of best year for me, many surprises from God and things that i never thought or imagined were happened. Some are good some are bad, but mostly that were best things in my life.

2014.

I dont know what will happen this year. The best thing is yet to comes. And i think i prepare myself to be ready. For i know who holds me for my future. Like this picture you will see a lake and my foot. I walk by faith not by sight. Faith the lake of blessings and miracles. 

                        

I don't know about tomorrow;
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what lies ahead.

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