A chat message me and my friend
My friend: Hi..how is your day? What is your feeling on today that age?
Me: mmh..*thinking hardly* I feel nothing..really..i feel same like yesterday..
At my car this evening, alone with some music.
Me: do I need make some self contemplation now? To thinking about today? Really i feel nothing. "I AM OKAY". I do good, i am strong, helpful, independent, etc, bla..bla..bla and I am totally okay.
But a voice from my heart saying.."it's okay not to be okay..You'll be okay.."
Mmhh.. Another *thinking hardly* and said..okay..? "I THINK, I am okay!"
But this voice repeatly saying.. "You'll be okay.."
And I click louder the radio and ..surprise..surprise..a song really make me speechless and could not say any words, just more tears on my face, this is not a christian song, or came from the christian artist etc, but..really it touched my heart, and speaks clearly about " I think I am Okay!!" A song from "a great big world, "You'll Be Okay"
"You'll be okay
You'll be okay
The sun will rise
To better days
And change will come
It's on it's way
Just close your eyes
And let it rain
'Cause you're never alone
I will always be there
You just carry on
You will understand
You'll be okay
You'll be okay
Just look inside
You know the way
Let it go
Fly away
And say goodbye
To yesterday
'Cause you're never alone
And I will always be there
You just carry on
You will understand
And I will be strong
When love is gone
I'll carry on...
You'll be okay
You'll be okay
The sun will rise
To better days
You'll be okay
You'll be okay
Just close your eyes
And let it rain
When you need it the most
And all you've got is a prayer
You must carry on
You will understand
You will understand
You will understand
My "not a contemplation" planning, on my car when I want to off my car machine.
Sunday, June 15th, 2015
Stevany, who think she is okay, but she's not.
Who think she is strong, but she's not.
She is just only human..A Daughter..who really Totally depend on her Father.
A Real and True Father..
She is only a daughter, who can't lie or even pretend to her Father.
She is only a daughter, who trying to show to her father "I am lady now"
But..she FORGET...she still a DAUGHTER in her Father's eyes!!
She is only a daughter...
- Happy Father's day -