Korea and me

I forget to share in this blog that I'm a Korea lovers..I like their language..or said Hangeul.. and I'm on learning process learning how to read, to write and to speak..Okay..and it's self-studying..by open in youtube or browsing in web, or buy books learning Korea...and I enjoyed it so much...And I realized that now..KPop or Korea Pop now is like trend in my country! And too much group boyband or girlband now..But..I'm not interested on it!! I'm interested in Korean Drama series..Yeay!! ..hihihihi...I spent more time by watching their series..I like Korean drama series since i'm in first semester in university!.. My first Korean movies is Winter Sonata! and a lot more movies..and I stop watched when I'm busy at my works..I forget it for a while..and this past year..especially this 2011..I addicted to this korean drama series...and become interested in their languange..

Winter Sonata-My 1st drama series

And now..I like the original soundtack music in Korean drama..I could feel the music..about the sadness or angry in their music..Like I remember every moment of the scene when the music playing..and I like it so much!! When my friends asked that are you want to married with Korean guy? ..yeay..I laughed....I mean when I like Korean drama..or Korea language or all about Korea doesnt mean that I want to married their guy? Absolutely not! >.<
I just like it..Sometimes..the drama is just like the same..and the theme and the story almost the same..But I like it in different ways of the stories..this is my favorite dramas:
1.  I'm Sorry I Love you
This is a sad story, but I like this movie and I watched this more than 5 times and always crying and I never bored by watched this movie..I like the acting of the actor, the story..and the ending >.<

2. Love Story in Harvard
This is romantic story..I like this movie because it shooted in Harvard university, I remember when I'm a student..a lot of exams, test, etc..I like the acting for the actors and actress, and the story of the drama!!

3. Full House
This is a romantic comedy story..I like this..I always laughed when I watched this drama! I like the actor and actress here! They gorgeous!!

4.  Hotelier
Ah this is romantic story! I like this movie..I watched this more than 2 times..and always love it! I like this story because it also told about the hotel things..About their works..And I appreciate for the hotel staff!! They must keep smile to customer all the time..complain or problem comes ..they still smile! Like this story!

5.  Cain and Abel
This is a family story.. I like this movie..it is really talk about life..Cain and Abel same as the bible, Cain killed his brother because he was jealous to Abel. Abel is a good person and Cain because of the angry and jeaolus he became a bad person! And the drama told about this..It is also about forgiveness! I like this movie, because I learned food moral stories of this drama! And of course because of the So Ji Sub (my fave Korean actor! hihihi)

6.  Baker King

Another family story...and I like it! Good moral story I could learn from this drama, about reach the dream, about family, about forgiveness and life! Especially I want to learn how to make bread! I like how this story talk about the bakers..about the bread...Feel like I could smell the good smell of bread! And all the actors and actress acting is awesome!!

There's a lot of good Korean drama but..this is the most and I always remember about their stories..

I wish I could go to South Korea..to see and explore there..I wish I could travelling there! And I wish I could live there for 1 month...so minister in church there and explore the beauty of Korea! but it's expensive! I must saving a lot of money..or..maybe..someone PLEASE SPONSOR ME to go to Korea! *blush*

Saddest Phase of My Life

This past week I have been felt that I'm sad..strugling..I feel hurt..and pain...And sometimes I felt that..I forget how to cry..Sometimes..because it's too hurt.. I feel that this is the most part of my life that I feel so hard..for me..It comes in every aspect in my life...A lot of adversities..Sometimes I felt that..life is unfair for me..I have been a good person..I treat others with good manner..I did my best in my life..But..it isnt enough.....The morning devotion in office talk about how you treat others..and others will treat you as you treat them...And..if I could complain I will say that..Why? I have been a good person..I did my best..but they and its not treat me fairly...I felt..so sad..It's not easy for me..I know that I shouldn't complain...I should thankful..but..it hurts and painful..when you must thankful when you are in unfair condition...when you feel a lot of heartache...Sometimes I felt that I couldnt breath...because it's to hurt and painful...do you know that how hurtful..when you are smile while you are in pain and hurt? How you must show that you are strength while..you feel that you are so weak..and couldnt bear all the painful?

Friends..I dont know when it will be over..seems like all comes in hurt and painful..looks likes lot of tears now..I feel like I can't see anything..I couldn't see my way now..walking in the dark and did not see anything..with a lot of tears..pain and hurt.. Do you know that how it so hurtful and painful..to keep believing and keep stand? Sometimes..my kneel is to weak to stand...I want to scream..I want to cry with a loud voice..but I cant..I must strong..

..I hold tight God's hand...I don't know what will be the end..what would be happen now and later..
the thing make me keep strong until now.. I know it's Him..It's You..My God..

hold on Your hand..on Your promises...even I don't have any clue or any clear picture yet to when His promises happened..I will keep hang on..I will be still..and Stand on You....
When I cant find my hiding place..place to cry with a loud voice or just to scream..only God know my situation..when I scream and cried in my heart..God is my hiding place...As long I still with Him..it is ENOUGH...He is my hiding place..
I'm crying for my process of life....but I will rejoice and be glad because of my God!! I am happy because of You, O Lord...
Sometimes life is hard, seems not fair, as long God is with me,that's not a matter. His ♥ is more than enough! It's beyond than my thoughts!
No matter what happen to me...even it deeply hurtful..painful..I still will say..stand, and shout it with faith... Jesus You are So Good!
I will keep stand and be strong...Someday..somehow..it will comes..and with no regrets..I will be thankful for this life process. You are my witnessess, friends..Someday..I will share to you..what's the next phase of mine..

XOXO

PinkLady

Great Experience on Essay

I just submit my Essay about my great experience, I like to share this because it's trully blessed me! And I hope could bless you, bloggers! We've asked to wrote our experience of SLLT 2nd batch  (Second Layer Leadership Training) and that was awesome! Here is my essay:
What a great blessings and great time to attend this SLLT 2nd batch. Even I am not as a participant of the SLLT, but I could have the experienced as mentor at this 1st workshop, truly blessing and strengthen me. I like the teaching method in this 1st workshop, more practical and have group discussion and brainstorming. The advantages I attend this 2 SLLT workshop (1st and 2nd batch) are I could have more good materials in 1st batch and I could more practical in this 2nd batch. And I feel like I have added my knowledge and experiences, and it such a blessing to have this opportunities to grow. As my personal experience I feel this 1st workshop came at the right time. At first personally I think that I’m not capable as mentor in SLLT 2nd batch, because in this past following month I have a hard time in my passion at work. I feel lost at that time. I feel like I’m living in my comfort zone and want to out of my comfort zone and struggle with this thought. And I asked to myself, “How could I be a mentor if I’m not in ‘good condition’?” And, honestly at that time I felt such a new burden for me to be a mentor in this SLLT 2nd batch. And the next question in my mind asked “What should I do God with this?” I think God has not answered yet my worries before, and may be God still keep quiet. But God is God who always has mysterious ways to explain and to answer my questions and worries in His God Perfect Timing. And those weeks God used those SLLT and book “The Seed by Jon Gordon” to make me understand about what I have been asked on that time. And I’m thankful that I’m not in crossroads like before but now I could burned my passion and I know that I’m on my way to my purpose. In this SLLT workshop, I like all part of this workshop but mostly I like 3 things which are, the devotion time, group outside project, and feedback time.


1. Devotion time

This time is when all groups are involved to perform and discussed about the devotion theme and with the bible reflection. It is truly blessings, for our team, we share that we have a great time to understand about each of us, we also have time to share our personal problems and understand about each team member, blend, and learn together for each other as a group because before we are rarely together as a group. In our group we experienced that our team were never in same group (for myself, I have never been in 1 group with Debora, Tina and Yemima). This devotion as good foundation to understand about to lead us practiced in our outside projects, next SLLT workshop and tasks, daily activities at work and our life. These 3 themes (Comfort zone, Fear, and Risk) are powerful for each of us as foundation and starting point to grow together!

2. Group outside project

We never imagined that our team will have such a great experience for each of us. At first we were challenged with this devotion theme, comfort zone, fear and risk. We decided that traditional market and terminal Bus Karombasan would be right choice. As a mentor I support the team decision, but at that time, I myself, afraid and hard to agree for that place, too scary for me. But all of us could overcome all of our worries! Out of comfort zone, overcome the fear in risk area. I’m really proud for myself and all of the team. And not just my team’s experience but other team projects also motivated and encouraged me. I’m blessed and grateful.

3. Feedback

I like when we have feedback time, I could see that all of us were openly to build each other with the feedback. We were learned how to know all of the participants and how to help them to grow with our feedback, and I like it because help all participants learnt from the feedbacks and improved in their next performances. We are growing!

And those 3 things lead me and said to myself, that I’m proud as a mentor and have no burden at all. It burned my passion and I could grow together with them as part of this SLLT. I will do my best to bless them as my part as mentor. For myself, I will make a plan and to do list to as a mentor for my team in this SLLT 2nd batch (practicing book 101 mentoring by John Maxwell-this is a gift from SLLT 1st batch). I believe God will help me to grow with them and have more experiences to bless each other during this SLLT. This SLLT 1st workshop such a great beginning for me!

 XOXO

PinkLady