Special post for my bestie Aline..Happy Birthday!!

Aline, almost 21th, 7 years ago..:P 

Yeaayy...This is my gift for you my bestie since we're on university..since we are young...and we still young until now..Maybe we're not teenager now..but we're still twenties something...LOL....
I forgot how the way we've met, maybe in class..or in my campus..Since I'm lived at girl dormitory at that time..and Lucky her..she's lived with her parents..in our campus...heheh...Lucky as lecturer's daughter..And lucky me as her friend..sometimes..to met at her house just came at Campus..that was my place while I'm not lived in dormitory...while waited my class..2 hours for lunch break..Thanks for you...and your house..hhheh
Forget how we've met at the first time..But I remember what we've did at that time...I always did...
We've always did girls talk....Girls day out..or Girls cried ad laughed time...together..Girls vacation... (I remember she's my hero while I'm in Jakarta...I stayed with their family..while I have bad experience at that time ..)
My room and her room were the witnesses what we've been through as young girl..Laughed..cried..study...(this was just and alibi...LOL)..We've ever talked from evening to morning..we've also have DVD marathon...hahhaha..because we're a movie lover also)
That time was awesome..Our times as besties... was great and memorable...
And time goes by...we've separated by distance...She's went to Jakarta..and I still stay here in Manado...we've never met...until today...we've met by email, YM or Friendster...LOL..
I couldn't attend on her wedding...December 21st, 2006...I missed her happy moment..and start her new life with Aphiel...and became Mrs. Posumah....
And time..runs soo...fast....technology also growing so...fast..We could met by Skype video...
And..Yeay..Lucky we have BB and we could talk everyday..everytime when we like to talk...
Not just by BBM but by twitter..and also by blog...yeay!!! We are also live in Blog World...
Ah..I miss her..hehehe..And I will meet her on new year..yeayy!! And let's meet on Bali...YEAYY!!!
And on this Christmas Eve..is her Birthday..actually tomorrow is her birthday...but ..since her birthday on Christmas..and today was Christmas Eve..so..I counted tonight as her Birthday...

Here A poem for you my dear..Aline...my bestie Mrs.Posumah

Since I'm not a poem writer..I copied this from Internet from unknown author ^_^..Here for you dear...

At times, I wonder what makes you special

The smile, the trust, or the way you care.

The bond, the memories or the way you share.

You are there for me whenever I really need you.

no matter where you are or what you are doing.

 Hey dear..to me you are nothing less than one of my family member

 So what if we are not blood-tied, we're tied by the thread of friendship and love

Thanks a ton for everything...

Some people say that..

"Friendship is not something that is written on paper, 

because paper can be torn.

It is neither something that can be written on a rock, 

for even a rock can break. 

But it is written on the heart of a person, 

and it stays there forever. "

Now,a beautiful day and a sparkling occasion.

Today, I wonder what should I gift you?

You always have my support, care and love

So I gather deep emotions to greet you. 

I wish you a very Happy Birthday

Happy 28th Birthday to the most amazing friend I've ever had

Our Pic when we've 20 y.o

I couldn't find old pics, since our tie digital cam was RARE!!

7 years ago..we still beautiful..isn't right?

Jakarta, July 28, 2004
Dave, Brayn, Aline, Me and Eka
We're on age 20-21 y.o

XOXO

PinkLady

Fill in a Blank Friday ..Love episode..

Here my Fill in Blank Friday again...Some people say that "Love is Sweet"...Yup sweet as pink and and some say that "Love is beautiful"..yup..It's beautiful as this flower on this picture!!

1. Love is a about to fighting for. Yup for me..when we're in love we should fighting for..both of us should fighting for each other. Why? When you're in relationship..you adapt with that situation..you fighting for the love for your couple. Trying to understand each other, trying to communicate well, etc. When you're give up on love, you stop to fighting for love. And it just gone and remain hurt. We should figthing for love.. and that's love for me!!

2. Being in love feels like my mouth can't stop to smile, my eyes are so bright and shine, heart could feel the "thump-thump", and my cheeks turn red, and all are feel sooo...good..soo..aweessomee!!

3. My favorite quote about love is "Love doesn't hide. It stays and fights. It goes the distance, that's why love is so strong. So it can carry you all the way home. - Unknown"


4. The most important thing in a relationship is never give up and keep fighting with love. If we fighting for love, we still have passion, we keep the loyalty and maintain the good communication, and understand each other and we respect the relationship. When you give up on your love...everything will ruined.. Keep fighting and never give up....

5. A "deal breaker" for me in a relationship is someone who give on love and don't want to fighting for.
(A deal breaker is an issue within a relationship that constitutes one partner breaking up with the other. Note that they do not need to be a "good" reason by society's standards, but are specific and individual to each relationship)

6. The way I show love in my relationships is by spending my time by sharing and listening and enjoy every time we've been together. And since I'm single now..so this gratitude for my family and my besties.

7. I love Jesus Christ, my True Love and everlasting love...

XOXO

PinkLady

My Déjà vu

Talking about Déjà vu (literally “already see is the experience of feeling sure that one has already witnessed or experienced a current situation, even though the exact circumstances of the prior encounter are uncertain and were perhaps imagined) on my previous blog .. Now I feel like I have it now..It happened when I’m listening Adele song “Someone Like You”… I know I’m a bit late to know or realized about this song J This already became a Hits and won in AMA 2011 J

When I first listened to that song I feel sad so badly..and fell deeply hurt and I don’t know why. I’m falling to this song and tonight when I listened carefully each words and lyrics of this sing…I feel I have Déjà vu!! I could deeply felt the music..the lyric...they’re blend with my mind and heart….Yeah I knew I ever been through this situation on the story..I’ve passed that moment….My story 9 years ago..

Someone Like You

By. Adele

I heard, that your settled down.

That you, found a girl and your married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?

It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.

Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Oh My Gosh..Yup..I smile..and realized it's a story 8 years ago..

He was my "first live". He's not my first boyfriend..but he was the on that I really could feel fallin in love...I was have crush on him. It was my love at the first sight..when I remembered him..I remember his word.."we met by destiny and separated by destiny.."

9 years ago...I've met him..at that time..he was married for 1 or 2 months...we met just want to clarified about this word "We met by destiny and separated by destiny" ...I remember our conversations were not matched with our eyes and heart. Our eyes talked and we understand with our heart each other. I remember clearly that time...because it's the hard time..and time to released...time to forgot..time to moved on...

I forgot after that time..but I thought a week after that..I felt free..He was my First Love..and I thank for him..for taught me and experienced that loved. I kept the beautiful moments..and forgot the bad moments...and I thank God for that experience..God taught me that He have something better than him...and I'm thankful!!
I'm clearly clean that I have no feeling with him anymore. He was part of my past and my love lesson and he just like that. I didn't hate him, I didn't hate our situation and our destiny. I'm glad have that experience..
This song..really describe of what I've been through on that day...9 years ago..I'm deeply sad..I'm strugglin..but finally I moved on...Life must on..Isn't it? *smile*

 

XOXO

PinkLady

What IF?

What If? It's a question which always come to mind..It's always come in a lot of little dreams in my mind! And I like this "What if" questions!. I never imagine that should or would be happen in my life..Cause I know that is just "What if" But when it happens..I feels like a dejavu!! And the feelings like..You've ever been through this..And that feelings just awesome!!
And that's "What If" not only a happy things..sometimes it sad things..sometimes difficult things..sometimes just a simple thing.
And I like all of my "What if" think, and I imagine it when I'm listening of music..and from the music or the lyric..that "What if" popped out and I think it's a funny thing..and I really enjoy it!
You can say that a fool act..But I like it..Sometimes..I did it when I lay on my bed..and thinking..
This "what if" start since I was a little girl..I'm a dream girl..I like to dream..and imagine something..And living on that imagination..It's like Alice in my Wonderland....But for me..is I'm a little girl with imaginations! And when I'm adult..it become..Me and "What if"..!!
May be some people could say it just a fool things..it waste time..you better to read..it gains knowledge..or fill your day with somethings useful..But..hey..C'mon...enjoy what's you like..don't care what people say...as long as you enjoy it!! (But don't say it if you like to kill ..or you like to stalk people, hey..it's a crime!! hehehe..)
As long you can see what is the bright side..I always have and see even feel the bright side from my "What If" ..So..like Nike said "Just do it"

And when I google this "What if"..I got this lyric..and that was just AWESOME!..when I you tube-ing.. and see the Video clip...Man...I'm touched!! Love Coldplay..Love the lyric..Love the song..love the Video CLip! Perfect combination!! (I bold good lyric that I liked)

"What If"

Coldplay

 What if there was no lie.

Nothing wrong, nothing right.

What if there was no time?

And no reason or rhyme?

What if you should decide

That you don't want me there by your side.

That you don't want me there in your life.

What if I got it wrong?

And no poem or song..

Could put right what I got wrong,

Or make you feel I belong

What if you should decide

That you don't want me there by your side

That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooooh, that's right

Let's take a breath, jump over the side.

Oooooh, that's right

How can you know it if you don't even try?

Oooooh, that's right

Every step that you take

Could be your biggest mistake

It could bend or it could break

But that's the risk that you take

What if you should decide

That you don't want me there in your life.

That you don't want me there by your side.

XOXO

PinkLady

Fill in a Blank rainy Friday

Yeay another story on Friday..by fill this blank..I like this stuff because it push me to do the blog post every week..and I must make blogpost for a week more than 1 ..this stuff..and new idea for my blog post!!
Here I am..it reflects of mine...

1. The holiday season is all about Christmas..listening Christmas carol, smell the Christmas cookies, eat the Christmas food, Christmas tree with lights..especially in my city...December starts..means..Christmas alrady comes..and I love this situation..once a year...

2. Snow makes me nothing!! Yup it likes a dream. Only see on TV or photos..Never feel, taste or see directly the snow! I don't know what to saying snow will makes me freeze, happy, sad, etc. But when I could really feel it the first time..may be..ONE WORD!! E.X.C.I.T.E.D

3. The best comfort food to eat when it's cold out is MIE BAKSO or meat ball with noodle and hot soup are mixed together and Hot Martabak choco peanut..Its freakin' awesomeee!!!! Slrrupp!!! .

4. Winter/Rainy Season is the best time for cozying up on my family room with blanket, watching DVD marathon, with a hot chocolate and fried banana...Perfect Holiday!
*PS. On my country we dont have winter season. On Dec we only have rainy season and it's cold!*

5. I can hardly wait for take my annual leave 3 days before Christmas..bake Christmast cookies with Mom and my little niece Deeandra and enjoy my Christmas at home!!

6. When it comes to holiday gifts I prefer to give to all my family on the villages..my nieces and nephew from my cousins, my aunts and uncles and to My old Grandma...they're always waiting for like a Santa coming to village. We gather at my Grandma's house.

7. If I were to rate my excitement about the holiday season on a scale from 1-10, I would say I am at about an 8. No matter what the situation or circumstances I face, I like the holiday season, I like Christmas! Being together with family and friends...enjoy "me time" at home. And eat as much as you can!! I just love Christmas!!

First Friday on December...
29 days to go...
Counting...
2012...
^-^
XOXO

PinkLady

Inside My Bag for Today!

Just curious for this thing to post on my blog when my bestie Aline said about this... And it's quite interesting! And here I am with Inside my bag! I took all of the pictures on my office with different handphone my Blackberry Onyx and my Samsung Champ!
Here are the stuff inside my Bag!
1. Bag
It's a simple model bag by Mango. I bought when I visit Jakarta...that's I bought on Pondok Indah Mall on Mango store. That was SALE!! hahhahha..I like SALE things..I like this simple bag... Look so simple as Me .. :P
2. Wallet
That's a MUST BRING STUFF wherever I'm it should be with me. From my collection of wallet. That wallet is my favorite. It's a simple wallet and it could contain a lot of shop struck, ATM struck, money, cards, and it has place for coin and it's thin! it's my Braun Buffel wallet. The most expensive wallet I've ever had! And that was real..original..heheheh! That was gift from my High School bestie Greety.
3. Wet and dry Tissues
Okay whatever the brand of tissues..I just must bring this stuff! It useful when I go to public toilet or when I want to clean my hands..I just need it! Usually I bring my hand sanitizer gel but..looks like it lost somewhere..And I forget buy the new one :)
4. Handphone
I have 2 handphone..my smartphone Blackberry Onyx..I called it PinkBerry..my bestie when I boring or waiting..heheh...And the other one is Samsung Champ..I called my MusicChamp! It such an iPod for me...LOL..cause I use it in everywhere to listening music..and use it as my general public number..to call and receive a call..heheeh
5. Headset
Okay..it's a must bring couple with my handphone! If not..I could die if not listening music...especially when I walking go to office from home!!
6. External Harddisk
It is Toshiba Hard Disk 500gb. It such a must play on my office computer! it contain a lot of fun..and serious files!!heheheh.. To listening every kind of music..that's why I always bring it! I'm a type of music person..I must play music while I'm working with my compie at office!
7. Woman Stuff
When you look at me..you will think that I must bring my make up stuff on my bag!! HA..you wrong! I just bring my two way cake compact powder by Pixy and my pink Lipstik Pixy and pink lip liner by Maybeline. I'm a mascara user...blush on user.. eyeliner and eyeshadow user! But sorry to say I just keep at home! I'm not a type of retouch up the makeup!
8. Pink Earing
Hey...it's a gift from my bestie Paulina, I'm surprised open my bag and found it. I forget to keep at home. I thought it already at home! She gave it last week! (Thanks Ka Lit! *big hug*)
And it still on my bag :)
9. Perfume
I'm a perfume lover..and it's a different scent or kind of perfume! hehehhe! Today I bring a Floral Fruity Champagne. Last year I have 10 different perfume and cologne! but now all gone! it remains my Body Shop perfume, Body Shop oil, this Champagne, and Red Delicious DKNY..and looks like it all half consumed! OMG..No more savings for perfume collection...I must savings for travelling! :(
10. Umbrella
It also a must bring! especially in my city!! LOL! Rain come all the time! Suddenly rain and change to sunnya and hot weather! So my Pink unbranded umbrella is a must in my bag!
11. Key
It's my key to access my home :)..it's not a car key.. (I wish)..
12. Glasses
Must bring stuff! It's a glasses. Actually I must use it! But I dont like use glasses. Only at my office! But that would be useful when you on theather and didnt use contact lens! Or for urgent things..hehehe!It's my CK glasses..I just love this new glasses (Just bought it on July'11)!

Okay, that's inside of my bag! what's yours?? Maybe when I'm on a good mood! I will share inside my wallet!

XOXO
PinkLady

It's my December

Yes..when December comes..I always remember this word..It's my December..adapt from a title song from Linkin Park...Wow..it means end of 2011 has come..And feels like a short year..It's not a good year as last year..but still remains a lot of memories..in my heart..in my mind...
A lot of change..a lot of pain.. a lot of tears.. a lot of smiles.. a lot of angry.. a lot of sorrow.. a lot of thoughts.. a lot of stories.. a lot of blog post.. a lot of burden.. a lot of worries.. a lot of give.. a lot of laugh BUT not A LOT OF LOVE..
but..ONE THING for sure..GOD's LOVE still the same..He never leave or forsake me!! THE ONE and ONLY who always be there for me!!
He is my Best Friend..He is my Father..
To keep believe and have faith on His promises..
Even it seems I can't see it until now..but His LOVE is enough to comfort me that HE will never forget!!

Yeah..it still remains 30 days for 2011 ... Enjoy your valuable days..enjoy it deeply..enjoy with people you love and love you...count every blessings.. There is a HOPE as long as you believe..

XOXO
PinkLady