Mmh..4 days already I didn't write any thoughts on my blog. Yesterday was awesome, because I took 1 day leave! It's monday and I didn't realized that day we have coordination meeting at office and we will discuss a lot of things..and looks like I couldn't handle it! Really! This year wasn't a good year in my phase during my worklife in my office! I felt like I'm alone, I felt like I'm totally freakin' boring at my work!
Yeah I know...I've been here since 6 years ago..this is my first work, first office and I've have so many first experiences here and that's were unforgettable moments here. I learned many things. I've received many things here. I've got a lot of besties here. I've a lot of laughs. I've got a lot of tears. I've been what I am now because I'm here. 40% growth process in my life I've got from this 6 years at this office.
I also got family here...all of them are family!
But for falling in love with someone through this office..I haven't ..may be not yet..hahaahaha...
I don't like love relationship with officemates. So I've never fallin' to officemate or related with Compassion International globally! LOL!! I hope I could meet someone..my Mr More than enough here,,lol...but I don't think so...I just don't know with God's plan. Where, when, who and how I will meet him. Just blank with this!
Okay today in my 6 years for my dedication at office I feel NOTHING! Really! I have no passion, no happiness and totally freakin' tired, burned out and drained! I feel like I don't have my energy to work! I don't want to go to office! Really! I work for money! I work for salary and so pity with I am now!
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