Friday, November 4, 2011

Love and Trust

I have been this past 2 days...training full day at office and I have to go to my office mate's father's funeral and also I have schedule to teaching english. And I'm damnly tired! Yeah but..this 2 days..I like to used my new tiny handphone.. Samsung Champ..this handphone is very cheap but I like all the content!! And I took something cute pictures with this handphone..Okay..I will give you the explanation about those pics.. There are a story behind..that were really desribe my mind..and my heart...And here are the stories of those pics..about Love and Trust!

A drawing picture, a glasses, A clay rose
First image, there's a picture draw by my bestie Paulina.. she's such a drawer lady! LOL..that's her hobby..she love to draw sketch like this..you can find in all of his book with draw like this...okay..I like her drawing ..I feel like there's like other town..which I want to visit and travel there..Oh how I damnly crazy to travelling out of town! And that rose also made from colour clay while we were in training :)...That rose reminds me all of my ex boyfriends..they're not a type of romantic guy.. (because I don't like romantic guy type)..and I've never get a rose from one of them..Never...sometimes I feel that..okay because I dont like..but for now..I think I really want a guy give me a beautiful pink Rose for me.. Ah I think because this month of November..my sweet November that's why I'm so mellow and madly romantic..so here I am..A lady who wish get a flower from a guy....oohh..Poor Lady!!! Okay the glasses is mine..but why I put it, because I like a guy with glasses..really! But I've never have a relationship with a guy with glasses...LOL..But my dream guy ..physically..I like a classic man..use a shirt with vest and with glasses..and with man soft perfume..and read book..looks like nerd guy..okay...maybe because since I was kid I always love Clark Kent or Superman..maybe that character influenced me to have a guy like C.K! Yes type of Clark Kent was my dream guy..by physically!

A Smiley ball, calculator, fake toblerone chocolate, a rose flower, cute pencil, cute glass
Second Image, it just took this morning, while I've seated on my officemate desk. I took her cute glass, "smiley" ball, and her cute pen, and a flower (I don't like flower in my table desk...I will never put flower on my desk!LOL), our office's calculator and my decoration "fake toblerone chocolate" on my desk. Okay..here are the explanation of each tools on that image!
Yesterday I'm said because of Mr. Wrong, I saw him and looks like he's happy with his life..and I'm jealous..yeah...and I realized that..my feeling wasn't love..my feeling that I just want him. If I love him I must be happy when he's happy! Okay..and that "smiley ball" told me that I must be smile!The cute glass..remind me from tweet from @tracytrinita, she shared this cute tweet  "There are differences in the effects of our perspective. The same glass can be seen as half full or half empty. Do you view life glass containing a half full (Hopeful) or half empty (hopeless)?" I asked to myself..do I hopeless to wait? Or I'm still hopeful to wait God's time?.  And my "fake Toblerone chocolate" written "Trust in God" and a rose flower..reminds me that I must Trust Him..that the flower you've waiting from some guy (my thought yesterday about waiting a flower) will come soon..You will get the "real flower with sincere heart" You just..smile..and Trust Him..be thankful..and that  cute pencil  reminds me that..God has written my Love Story and He also has written until the end.. and the last.. the Calculator describe that..this calculator is able to count the exact amount..you divide, substract, add, etc.. and that was real amount and they have the answer..God has written my Love Story (Cute pencil), calculated and counts my days..who, when and where, how and ...He has the answers (calculator)..Be Thankful (smile)..Just Trust God (fake toblerone)...keep live in hopeful and dont hopeless..(cute cup)...while I'm waiting my flower (a Rose flower) from Mr. More than Enough...

That was my story and that was pictures of my heart and mind...
XOXO
PinkLady

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