This past days...I have been mellow for something.. yeah for everything...everytime I look or hear something...I feel so mellow..deeply mellow...And my behavior could change significantly in one second..yeah but of course just within myself. I am still I am when I am with others...I'm the type of the person that even my tears down I will try to hide it hardly. I will try to give smile all be quite than tell my deep personal area. Sometimes I just want that I want to sleep and hear music all my day long. I want to writing.. I would like to write diary as my hobby when I'm in high school. Which only my diary know everything. I'm really just dont want to do anything. I want my quite time and it's just me and my music. If I could Imagine..I want have time and I can seeing Sunset and with mymusic...yeahh..what a beautiful dream...
I also have a dream that it's really killing me..yeah..killing my mind..my brain to order to forget and erase it. Killing my brain skills to order my heart to let it go....Killing my time to do something else..Killing me softly...day by day until now..It's hardly to breath...Hardly to said..Hardly to think...It just hard and know that it couldnt be real, hurt me so much..and create painful deeply. I wish..I pray..yeah..But still can't...Even God will not allow this happen..yeah..so painful..And it's like suicide..I kill my self..I let my self in hurt and pain so deeply again...again I'm become a foolish...I'm so foolish in love..again...let my self being a fool!! But I hope my brain could recover soon..to order my heart to being okay ...
Dear..Mr. Wrong...I'm sorry I love you... Please go...Please..I released you..I'm happy for you..Please dont let I am being more deeply fall..I dont want to fall...Really..please...
You know what's the one wrong thing we all do when we FALL IN LOVE?
WE EXPECT
And it just ruins everything
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