Last nite I can't sleep. Yeah because of my nose. I feel I can't breath when I sleeping. I feel so sleepy but when I try to sleep it's hardly enough. I have tried to double my pillow so it more high so I can breath smoothly. But..still I can't sleep. Yeah due to the dust allergic of mine. This past weeks Lokon and Soputan mountain has erupted and have impact the weather. The dust of the mountain (near with my area there is Lokon Mountain has erupted and create dust in my area everywhere) and looks like my nose become sensitive ..I have my allergic with my nose and yeah..now every nite I hardly to breathe.
Second reason, still my heart and mind can't work well. This Mr. Wrong really control my mind and heart. I know if this called fallin love or just because of because may be ..(There is story that I won't to share on this blog, sorry) But I really can't stop thinking about him..What if he is..what if he do..what if he will..a lot of what if! Dam* I feel I'm like teenager! Yeah but I know myself. This won't be long! I mean I will through this soon. I really don't know with this feeling. And because this is Mr. Wrong so this is also not good. This feeling and this wishing for me and him. Feels like all the songs from the music I've listened were me and him as a video clip...LOL...
This is crazy..I'm going crazy..This is not me! I need some breath..Hey allergic please be nice to me..don't show up..let me breath smoothly. I have problem with my mind and heart..could you understand and be nice to have a good cooperation. At least let me have a good sleep every nite! I just need sleep so my brain could work well.
This is not love..this is not allergic..This is my confusion...
It's not about fallin..it's not about the weather..It's about my complicated...
XOXO
PinkLady
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