Special post for my bestie Aline..Happy Birthday!!

Aline, almost 21th, 7 years ago..:P 

Yeaayy...This is my gift for you my bestie since we're on university..since we are young...and we still young until now..Maybe we're not teenager now..but we're still twenties something...LOL....
I forgot how the way we've met, maybe in class..or in my campus..Since I'm lived at girl dormitory at that time..and Lucky her..she's lived with her parents..in our campus...heheh...Lucky as lecturer's daughter..And lucky me as her friend..sometimes..to met at her house just came at Campus..that was my place while I'm not lived in dormitory...while waited my class..2 hours for lunch break..Thanks for you...and your house..hhheh
Forget how we've met at the first time..But I remember what we've did at that time...I always did...
We've always did girls talk....Girls day out..or Girls cried ad laughed time...together..Girls vacation... (I remember she's my hero while I'm in Jakarta...I stayed with their family..while I have bad experience at that time ..)
My room and her room were the witnesses what we've been through as young girl..Laughed..cried..study...(this was just and alibi...LOL)..We've ever talked from evening to morning..we've also have DVD marathon...hahhaha..because we're a movie lover also)
That time was awesome..Our times as besties... was great and memorable...
And time goes by...we've separated by distance...She's went to Jakarta..and I still stay here in Manado...we've never met...until today...we've met by email, YM or Friendster...LOL..
I couldn't attend on her wedding...December 21st, 2006...I missed her happy moment..and start her new life with Aphiel...and became Mrs. Posumah....
And time..runs soo...fast....technology also growing so...fast..We could met by Skype video...
And..Yeay..Lucky we have BB and we could talk everyday..everytime when we like to talk...
Not just by BBM but by twitter..and also by blog...yeay!!! We are also live in Blog World...
Ah..I miss her..hehehe..And I will meet her on new year..yeayy!! And let's meet on Bali...YEAYY!!!
And on this Christmas Eve..is her Birthday..actually tomorrow is her birthday...but ..since her birthday on Christmas..and today was Christmas Eve..so..I counted tonight as her Birthday...

Here A poem for you my dear..Aline...my bestie Mrs.Posumah

Since I'm not a poem writer..I copied this from Internet from unknown author ^_^..Here for you dear...

At times, I wonder what makes you special

The smile, the trust, or the way you care.

The bond, the memories or the way you share.

You are there for me whenever I really need you.

no matter where you are or what you are doing.

 Hey dear..to me you are nothing less than one of my family member

 So what if we are not blood-tied, we're tied by the thread of friendship and love

Thanks a ton for everything...

Some people say that..

"Friendship is not something that is written on paper, 

because paper can be torn.

It is neither something that can be written on a rock, 

for even a rock can break. 

But it is written on the heart of a person, 

and it stays there forever. "

Now,a beautiful day and a sparkling occasion.

Today, I wonder what should I gift you?

You always have my support, care and love

So I gather deep emotions to greet you. 

I wish you a very Happy Birthday

Happy 28th Birthday to the most amazing friend I've ever had

Our Pic when we've 20 y.o

I couldn't find old pics, since our tie digital cam was RARE!!

7 years ago..we still beautiful..isn't right?

Jakarta, July 28, 2004
Dave, Brayn, Aline, Me and Eka
We're on age 20-21 y.o

XOXO

PinkLady

Fill in a Blank Friday ..Love episode..

Here my Fill in Blank Friday again...Some people say that "Love is Sweet"...Yup sweet as pink and and some say that "Love is beautiful"..yup..It's beautiful as this flower on this picture!!

1. Love is a about to fighting for. Yup for me..when we're in love we should fighting for..both of us should fighting for each other. Why? When you're in relationship..you adapt with that situation..you fighting for the love for your couple. Trying to understand each other, trying to communicate well, etc. When you're give up on love, you stop to fighting for love. And it just gone and remain hurt. We should figthing for love.. and that's love for me!!

2. Being in love feels like my mouth can't stop to smile, my eyes are so bright and shine, heart could feel the "thump-thump", and my cheeks turn red, and all are feel sooo...good..soo..aweessomee!!

3. My favorite quote about love is "Love doesn't hide. It stays and fights. It goes the distance, that's why love is so strong. So it can carry you all the way home. - Unknown"


4. The most important thing in a relationship is never give up and keep fighting with love. If we fighting for love, we still have passion, we keep the loyalty and maintain the good communication, and understand each other and we respect the relationship. When you give up on your love...everything will ruined.. Keep fighting and never give up....

5. A "deal breaker" for me in a relationship is someone who give on love and don't want to fighting for.
(A deal breaker is an issue within a relationship that constitutes one partner breaking up with the other. Note that they do not need to be a "good" reason by society's standards, but are specific and individual to each relationship)

6. The way I show love in my relationships is by spending my time by sharing and listening and enjoy every time we've been together. And since I'm single now..so this gratitude for my family and my besties.

7. I love Jesus Christ, my True Love and everlasting love...

XOXO

PinkLady

My Déjà vu

Talking about Déjà vu (literally “already see is the experience of feeling sure that one has already witnessed or experienced a current situation, even though the exact circumstances of the prior encounter are uncertain and were perhaps imagined) on my previous blog .. Now I feel like I have it now..It happened when I’m listening Adele song “Someone Like You”… I know I’m a bit late to know or realized about this song J This already became a Hits and won in AMA 2011 J

When I first listened to that song I feel sad so badly..and fell deeply hurt and I don’t know why. I’m falling to this song and tonight when I listened carefully each words and lyrics of this sing…I feel I have Déjà vu!! I could deeply felt the music..the lyric...they’re blend with my mind and heart….Yeah I knew I ever been through this situation on the story..I’ve passed that moment….My story 9 years ago..

Someone Like You

By. Adele

I heard, that your settled down.

That you, found a girl and your married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?

It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.

Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Oh My Gosh..Yup..I smile..and realized it's a story 8 years ago..

He was my "first live". He's not my first boyfriend..but he was the on that I really could feel fallin in love...I was have crush on him. It was my love at the first sight..when I remembered him..I remember his word.."we met by destiny and separated by destiny.."

9 years ago...I've met him..at that time..he was married for 1 or 2 months...we met just want to clarified about this word "We met by destiny and separated by destiny" ...I remember our conversations were not matched with our eyes and heart. Our eyes talked and we understand with our heart each other. I remember clearly that time...because it's the hard time..and time to released...time to forgot..time to moved on...

I forgot after that time..but I thought a week after that..I felt free..He was my First Love..and I thank for him..for taught me and experienced that loved. I kept the beautiful moments..and forgot the bad moments...and I thank God for that experience..God taught me that He have something better than him...and I'm thankful!!
I'm clearly clean that I have no feeling with him anymore. He was part of my past and my love lesson and he just like that. I didn't hate him, I didn't hate our situation and our destiny. I'm glad have that experience..
This song..really describe of what I've been through on that day...9 years ago..I'm deeply sad..I'm strugglin..but finally I moved on...Life must on..Isn't it? *smile*

 

XOXO

PinkLady

What IF?

What If? It's a question which always come to mind..It's always come in a lot of little dreams in my mind! And I like this "What if" questions!. I never imagine that should or would be happen in my life..Cause I know that is just "What if" But when it happens..I feels like a dejavu!! And the feelings like..You've ever been through this..And that feelings just awesome!!
And that's "What If" not only a happy things..sometimes it sad things..sometimes difficult things..sometimes just a simple thing.
And I like all of my "What if" think, and I imagine it when I'm listening of music..and from the music or the lyric..that "What if" popped out and I think it's a funny thing..and I really enjoy it!
You can say that a fool act..But I like it..Sometimes..I did it when I lay on my bed..and thinking..
This "what if" start since I was a little girl..I'm a dream girl..I like to dream..and imagine something..And living on that imagination..It's like Alice in my Wonderland....But for me..is I'm a little girl with imaginations! And when I'm adult..it become..Me and "What if"..!!
May be some people could say it just a fool things..it waste time..you better to read..it gains knowledge..or fill your day with somethings useful..But..hey..C'mon...enjoy what's you like..don't care what people say...as long as you enjoy it!! (But don't say it if you like to kill ..or you like to stalk people, hey..it's a crime!! hehehe..)
As long you can see what is the bright side..I always have and see even feel the bright side from my "What If" ..So..like Nike said "Just do it"

And when I google this "What if"..I got this lyric..and that was just AWESOME!..when I you tube-ing.. and see the Video clip...Man...I'm touched!! Love Coldplay..Love the lyric..Love the song..love the Video CLip! Perfect combination!! (I bold good lyric that I liked)

"What If"

Coldplay

 What if there was no lie.

Nothing wrong, nothing right.

What if there was no time?

And no reason or rhyme?

What if you should decide

That you don't want me there by your side.

That you don't want me there in your life.

What if I got it wrong?

And no poem or song..

Could put right what I got wrong,

Or make you feel I belong

What if you should decide

That you don't want me there by your side

That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooooh, that's right

Let's take a breath, jump over the side.

Oooooh, that's right

How can you know it if you don't even try?

Oooooh, that's right

Every step that you take

Could be your biggest mistake

It could bend or it could break

But that's the risk that you take

What if you should decide

That you don't want me there in your life.

That you don't want me there by your side.

XOXO

PinkLady

Fill in a Blank rainy Friday

Yeay another story on Friday..by fill this blank..I like this stuff because it push me to do the blog post every week..and I must make blogpost for a week more than 1 ..this stuff..and new idea for my blog post!!
Here I am..it reflects of mine...

1. The holiday season is all about Christmas..listening Christmas carol, smell the Christmas cookies, eat the Christmas food, Christmas tree with lights..especially in my city...December starts..means..Christmas alrady comes..and I love this situation..once a year...

2. Snow makes me nothing!! Yup it likes a dream. Only see on TV or photos..Never feel, taste or see directly the snow! I don't know what to saying snow will makes me freeze, happy, sad, etc. But when I could really feel it the first time..may be..ONE WORD!! E.X.C.I.T.E.D

3. The best comfort food to eat when it's cold out is MIE BAKSO or meat ball with noodle and hot soup are mixed together and Hot Martabak choco peanut..Its freakin' awesomeee!!!! Slrrupp!!! .

4. Winter/Rainy Season is the best time for cozying up on my family room with blanket, watching DVD marathon, with a hot chocolate and fried banana...Perfect Holiday!
*PS. On my country we dont have winter season. On Dec we only have rainy season and it's cold!*

5. I can hardly wait for take my annual leave 3 days before Christmas..bake Christmast cookies with Mom and my little niece Deeandra and enjoy my Christmas at home!!

6. When it comes to holiday gifts I prefer to give to all my family on the villages..my nieces and nephew from my cousins, my aunts and uncles and to My old Grandma...they're always waiting for like a Santa coming to village. We gather at my Grandma's house.

7. If I were to rate my excitement about the holiday season on a scale from 1-10, I would say I am at about an 8. No matter what the situation or circumstances I face, I like the holiday season, I like Christmas! Being together with family and friends...enjoy "me time" at home. And eat as much as you can!! I just love Christmas!!

First Friday on December...
29 days to go...
Counting...
2012...
^-^
XOXO

PinkLady

Inside My Bag for Today!

Just curious for this thing to post on my blog when my bestie Aline said about this... And it's quite interesting! And here I am with Inside my bag! I took all of the pictures on my office with different handphone my Blackberry Onyx and my Samsung Champ!
Here are the stuff inside my Bag!
1. Bag
It's a simple model bag by Mango. I bought when I visit Jakarta...that's I bought on Pondok Indah Mall on Mango store. That was SALE!! hahhahha..I like SALE things..I like this simple bag... Look so simple as Me .. :P
2. Wallet
That's a MUST BRING STUFF wherever I'm it should be with me. From my collection of wallet. That wallet is my favorite. It's a simple wallet and it could contain a lot of shop struck, ATM struck, money, cards, and it has place for coin and it's thin! it's my Braun Buffel wallet. The most expensive wallet I've ever had! And that was real..original..heheheh! That was gift from my High School bestie Greety.
3. Wet and dry Tissues
Okay whatever the brand of tissues..I just must bring this stuff! It useful when I go to public toilet or when I want to clean my hands..I just need it! Usually I bring my hand sanitizer gel but..looks like it lost somewhere..And I forget buy the new one :)
4. Handphone
I have 2 handphone..my smartphone Blackberry Onyx..I called it PinkBerry..my bestie when I boring or waiting..heheh...And the other one is Samsung Champ..I called my MusicChamp! It such an iPod for me...LOL..cause I use it in everywhere to listening music..and use it as my general public number..to call and receive a call..heheeh
5. Headset
Okay..it's a must bring couple with my handphone! If not..I could die if not listening music...especially when I walking go to office from home!!
6. External Harddisk
It is Toshiba Hard Disk 500gb. It such a must play on my office computer! it contain a lot of fun..and serious files!!heheheh.. To listening every kind of music..that's why I always bring it! I'm a type of music person..I must play music while I'm working with my compie at office!
7. Woman Stuff
When you look at me..you will think that I must bring my make up stuff on my bag!! HA..you wrong! I just bring my two way cake compact powder by Pixy and my pink Lipstik Pixy and pink lip liner by Maybeline. I'm a mascara user...blush on user.. eyeliner and eyeshadow user! But sorry to say I just keep at home! I'm not a type of retouch up the makeup!
8. Pink Earing
Hey...it's a gift from my bestie Paulina, I'm surprised open my bag and found it. I forget to keep at home. I thought it already at home! She gave it last week! (Thanks Ka Lit! *big hug*)
And it still on my bag :)
9. Perfume
I'm a perfume lover..and it's a different scent or kind of perfume! hehehhe! Today I bring a Floral Fruity Champagne. Last year I have 10 different perfume and cologne! but now all gone! it remains my Body Shop perfume, Body Shop oil, this Champagne, and Red Delicious DKNY..and looks like it all half consumed! OMG..No more savings for perfume collection...I must savings for travelling! :(
10. Umbrella
It also a must bring! especially in my city!! LOL! Rain come all the time! Suddenly rain and change to sunnya and hot weather! So my Pink unbranded umbrella is a must in my bag!
11. Key
It's my key to access my home :)..it's not a car key.. (I wish)..
12. Glasses
Must bring stuff! It's a glasses. Actually I must use it! But I dont like use glasses. Only at my office! But that would be useful when you on theather and didnt use contact lens! Or for urgent things..hehehe!It's my CK glasses..I just love this new glasses (Just bought it on July'11)!

Okay, that's inside of my bag! what's yours?? Maybe when I'm on a good mood! I will share inside my wallet!

XOXO
PinkLady

It's my December

Yes..when December comes..I always remember this word..It's my December..adapt from a title song from Linkin Park...Wow..it means end of 2011 has come..And feels like a short year..It's not a good year as last year..but still remains a lot of memories..in my heart..in my mind...
A lot of change..a lot of pain.. a lot of tears.. a lot of smiles.. a lot of angry.. a lot of sorrow.. a lot of thoughts.. a lot of stories.. a lot of blog post.. a lot of burden.. a lot of worries.. a lot of give.. a lot of laugh BUT not A LOT OF LOVE..
but..ONE THING for sure..GOD's LOVE still the same..He never leave or forsake me!! THE ONE and ONLY who always be there for me!!
He is my Best Friend..He is my Father..
To keep believe and have faith on His promises..
Even it seems I can't see it until now..but His LOVE is enough to comfort me that HE will never forget!!

Yeah..it still remains 30 days for 2011 ... Enjoy your valuable days..enjoy it deeply..enjoy with people you love and love you...count every blessings.. There is a HOPE as long as you believe..

XOXO
PinkLady

Fill the Blank Friday

Another episode for Friday...My Fill the Blank Friday ..I think I like this stuff from other blogger...

1. Waking up at the break of dawn to go shopping is my idea of a future housewife! I wish I could do that because I have to do that for my family...Cooking for them and prepare for best food! That would be a hard task for me to wake up in very early morning..I'm not a morning person!! So it will be tough..even I like shopping..but please..nor for that time!! *big grin*

2. If I were to go shopping today I would be on the hunt for gadget..like Samsung Tab..or iPad..Ah but..it I must keep it until I have enough money!There are some urgent things I need to use for my saving money...Saving for my travelling #yihhaa .

3. The best thing I ate yesterday was nothing special!! Really!! I don't have good appetite this week!! I wish something good for tomorrow..because it's my weekend!!

4. Something I've been learning lately is time to open my heart...and give a try to all man..don't just Cut it out at their first move!! It's my bestie's Aline suggestion!! Start a relationship...let love growing..sometimes..Love at the first sight is not always happen..solet the love growing..when open your heart!!Okay..Mr. Cupid...I'm ready !! hahhaha...
5. I cannot start my day without take a bath and brush my teeth!! It such a disaster!!

6. My nighttime attire consists of short and singlet! or sometimes pajamas!!

7. I am looking forward to travelling!! I'm dying for it..yes early next year!!I wish this December but still haven't enough money..hikss..so must be patience!! and hard work to increase my travelling saving!!! I wish I could go to Bali this February and Go to South Korea this April!! Would you pray for me?...^_^

Okay...that's it!! Enjoy Friday..Enjoy your Thanksgiving day!!



XOXO
PinkLady

Thinking of you..and just for you..



I just realized when I'm on #galau or when I'm so mellow..I want to write more..I want to blogging more..Share and creating something..hehehe..I just shared my #galau my mellow side..my worried to my bestie Alined by BBM chat...heheheh..talked and got suggestions... Okay Sensei..I will become be openly..no more blocking from the beginning..Just try not to independent!!..hahaha...I wish!!

I think...it's enough about Mr.Wrong..enough about being #galau and being so mellow..Now..I show you Big smile..big grin for me...Go away worries..And let come inner peace...inner peace..inner peace *imagine me with Po' style on Kung Fu Panda 2*
Now no more sadness..no more #galau..back to real life..Back to real me!!

XOXO

PinkLady

I just miss you...

I don't know what to saying but..I'm totally out of mind now!! I'm totally missing so badly to Mr.Wrong...I miss his encouragement..I miss his voice..I miss his smile..I miss when he looked at me so deeply.. I miss his cared...I miss when he talk much and I just smiled... I miss when he treated me so right! I miss all of him.. I just miss him..

But now he's faraway..I couldn't reach him..I couldn't see him...I couldn't hear his voice..

His charmed still mesmerized me! And it's remain in my heart...

Looking our pic...remember our time together..are the medicine to handle this heart..to warm this heart and cover this feeling..

Sometimes..from bigger to smaller wishes...I wish...you were mine... and become I wish you were here with me..I wish I could see you or I wish I could hear your voice..and become..I wish you contact or message me...and I wish nothing..I just miss you..

XOXO

PinkLady

Lady on Waiting

 

 

 Yesterday I've been so worried about something...You know..when I met with my ex boyfriend..and he have his new life..and already have a family..and when he asked you "why you still single..just married soon!" Man..I'm so devastated..!!! hahaha...At that time.I wish dissapeared..Hiksss...when other people ask you..you still stand and proud said..I'm Single and Happy! but..when your Ex boyfriend ask you..and you are still single..and not really...really single..don't have any man beside you..Well..It quite torture you!! He's married..you're single.!! I hate this!! I don't like being single on that time! I wish I could told him that..I'm married..have a good husband..I'm happy with my new family..But..It was not!!
Okay..And when you told to your besties..they gave you suggestion..C'mon ..between us..you're the only one who still single..I have boyfriend..I'm married..Cmon...
And it still over yet..when you're went home..Your mom ask you..Honey..don't stay single for a long time..remember your age...You should married soon..*DAAANNGG!!*
And..I wish I could felt more peace at office with silly thing "Single"..They said..When you will ended you're single status..Look at your assistant..she already have a boyfriend and will married soon..And you??...
OMG..Could you someone don't ask me about this!!

"Of course I need a man..But..I'm still on waiting..I know I hate waiting..but..I know it will be worth to waiting for Mr. More than Enough!!"

And last night when I'm on my way to went home...I open my Twitter timeline..and..I read this good quote about "SINGLE and WAITING" ..It's so encouraged me..to be Patience about waitng..and KEEP my FAITH on HIM....TO BELIEVE!!

"In love, learn to TRUST THE PERFECT TIME so you may discover that all the pain found in waiting has a maginificent and awesome purpose"

"Being SINGLE doesn't mean you know nothing about love. Sometimes, its WISER to be alone that with the wrong person!"

"In GOD'S TIME, you'll fall for the right person. When that time comes, LOVE WILL BE WORTH THE WAIT, the tears and the pain.

"LOVE may travel so long, but it will always take you to where you belong"

"God created your purpose..before He created you. Have faith in life!"

 XOXO

PinkLady

This is my mind

 I just want to tell you..and want to describe you that..this are what I've been thinking..this are what in my mind..I'm over thinking..I'm over worrying..I'm over loaded!! I'm Stuck!!

What I need??

What do you Think??

Some said "You just need Travelling!!"

Some loudly said "Find Boyfriend!"

Some message me "You should receive it I have given to you..you need it!"

Some told "You need chocolate!"

 ARRGGHHH!!!!I'm Bored!! I'm Stuck!! I'm Sleepy..I'm over reacted!

XOXO

PinkLady



"I believe in you"

Do I Believe?

Wow..It's quite a long time I didnt write any thoughts on my blog..I dont know I just feel I dont any feel to write blog this past week. In my post before about my 6 years actually I want to add more thoughts but..I just forget..the idea and thought just gone!! And I dont have  mood or idea to continue that blog post. Actually I have many thoughts in my mind that I want to share but..I just Blank...
So I started my Friday with "fill in the Blank Friday" And all the thoughts to be share..actually I have a lot but..finaly GONE from my mind!! So..here I am in this Friday..Blank and Sleepy Friday!
I must took black Javanese coffee to open my eyes!
But...Dang!! I've touched with this Song and the lyric..Actually this I always heard this song..but today..I felt that this just touched my heart..It's a song from Il Divo and Celine Dion "(I Believe in You (Je crois en toi)" is a duet between Céline Dion and Il Divo, released as the third and last single from Dion's On ne change pas album, and first and only from Il Divo's Ancora)

"I Believe in You (Je Crois toi)"


Lonely, the path you have chosen

A restless road, no turning back

One day you will find your light again

Don't you know

Don't let go be strong

Follow your heart

Let your love lead through the darkness

Back to a place you once knew

I believe, I believe, I believe in you

Follow your dreams

Be yourself, an angel of kindness

There's nothing that you cannot do

I believe, I believe, I believe in you

Tout seul

 (All alone)

Tu t'en iras tout seul

(You will go away/leave all alone)

Coeur ouvert

(Your heart open)

A l'univers

(To the universe)

Poursuis ta quête

(Follow your quest)

Sans regarder derrière

(Without looking back)

N'attends pas

(Don't wait)

Que le jour

(for a new day)

Se lève
(to break)

Suis ton étoile

(Follow your star)

Va jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte

(Go to wherever yourdream takes you)

Un jour tu le toucheras

(One day you will touch it)

Si tu crois, si tu crois, si tu crois

(If you believe, if you believe, if you believe)

En toi (In you (yourself))

Suis la lumière

(Follow the light)

N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes

(Don't put out the flame that you carry/have)

Au fond de toi, souviens-toi

(Deep inside you, remember)

Que je crois, que je crois, que je crois

(That I believe, that I believe, that I believe)

En toi

(In you)

Someday I'll find you

Someday you'll find me too

And when I hold you close

I know that it's true

Follow your heart

Let your love lead through the darkness

Back to a place you once knew

I believe, I believe, I believe in you

Follow your dreams

Be yourself an angel of kindness

There's nothing that you cannot do

I believe, I believe, I believe in you

I believe, I believe, I believe in you (x2)

Sometimes we less or lose hope to believe..To believe on someone..to believe in our self or sometimes to believe in God's promises! Yeahh.. this past week I do loss and less to believe...I'm so drained and burned out...I just feel that  I'm a crossroad..and I dont know and confuse to move on... and this song remain me...and to keep believe..Keep believe on myself...Keep believe on people..Keep believe on God's promises :)..May be I'm to tired...But really this song..encourage me and wake me up from this...I'm thankful that I always have God who always remind me..and never leave me...I'm thankful for my family for always support me...I'm thankful because I always have my besties who always be there for me... and that's enough to make me believe...to keep stand...to keep strong and MOVE ON!! Life goes on.....

That's me and my officemate...
"I believe on people!"

That's me on Bali..
 "I believe in myself!"

That's me on Bali
"I believe in God's promises!"

*continue edit and write on Sunny Saturday Morning after finished morning jogging*

xoxo

PinkLady

Fill in the Blank Friday

Here I am with Fill in blank Friday from http://thelittlethingswedo.blogspot.com/ and here my thoughts about it!
1. A nervous habit I have is squeeze my hand or fingers.


2. Something that makes me sad is about parents abandon their child, divorce! It breaks my heart..

3. Today I am thankful for my family, My Mom and Dad, my brother and his wife, my 3 D (2 beautiful nieces Deeandra and Dovely, and 1 cute nephew Dillon!)  and my besties! They're everything that I would never exchange!

4. My favorite room in my house is my bedroom. I spend there by listening music, read book and sleep and with my favorite blanket...these month the weather is cold and that was awesome!

5. I can't stand for cigarrete smoke or smell of durian! I hate when I'm on bus and some people smoke! it make me crazy or people smoking near with me!! I just can't breath or runaway when I smell Durian..! that both make me crazy!

6. If I had an extra $100 to spend on buy ticket for travelling to Bali..okay may be that's will not enough but I will add with my saving money for the sake of travelling to Bali!
7. The last person I hung out (have lunch) with was my ex when I'm in high school and we've never talk for 10 years!Okay sounds crazy but we've have a good time as good friends now!

Happy Friday..Happy Weekend..As my motto every for every Friday..TGIF =Thank's God It's Friday..Thanks God I'm Fabolous!

XOXO

PinkLady



My 6th years

Mmh..4 days already I didn't write any thoughts on my blog. Yesterday was awesome, because I took 1 day leave! It's monday and I didn't realized that day we have coordination meeting at office and we will discuss a lot of things..and looks like I couldn't handle it! Really! This year wasn't a good year in my phase during my worklife in my office! I felt like I'm alone, I felt like I'm totally freakin' boring at my work!
Yeah I know...I've been here since 6 years ago..this is my first work, first office and I've have so many first experiences here and that's were unforgettable moments here. I learned many things. I've received many things here. I've got a lot of besties here. I've a lot of laughs. I've got a lot of tears. I've been what I am now because I'm here. 40% growth process in my life I've got from this 6 years at this office.
I also got family here...all of them are family!
But for falling in love with someone through this office..I haven't ..may be not yet..hahaahaha...
I don't like love relationship with officemates. So I've never fallin' to officemate or related with Compassion International globally! LOL!! I hope I could meet someone..my Mr More than enough here,,lol...but I don't think so...I just don't know with God's plan. Where, when, who and how I will meet him. Just blank with this!
Okay today in my 6 years for my dedication at office I feel NOTHING! Really! I have no passion, no happiness and totally freakin' tired, burned out and drained! I feel like I don't have my energy to work! I don't want to go to office! Really! I work for money! I work for salary and so pity with I am now!
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Fill the Blank Friday

I've got this stuff post from my bestie Aline(http://honikuhonimu.blogspot.com/ )And she gave me this blog where's this comes from http://thelittlethingswedo.blogspot.com/  here I share you mine...:)
1. My Favorite thing about this week was ? I have a sweet dream "kissed by Mr.Wrong" that was a sweet dream on this early sweet November
2. Colder weather makes me ... allergic comes! and mostly rainy in my country and I couldn't jogging in the public sport field :(
3. Three things that make me terribly happy as of late are ... When some people said that my diet was success I lost some weight, my niece Deeandra stay at home this week, and hot chocolate every morning!
4. If I could only wear one kind of shoe for the rest of my life, I'd choose ... It kinda hard to choose..coz I'm a shoes lover ever! But if just one kind of shoe..My Converse shoes! I could go anywhere..and good for every season...it's warm with shocks and and it nice with summer and short pants, or even  when I'm wear a skirt!
5. My Personality type is ... I'm type of ambivert (Ambiversion is a term used to describe people who fall more or less directly in the middle and exhibit tendencies of both groups. An ambivert is normally comfortable with groups and enjoys social interaction, but also relishes time alone and away from the crowd. Source http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Extraversion_and_introversion )
6. I have a serious problem resisting ... Korean drama series..OMG I have a lot of collections and I spent my weekend must with those series..I still have many series in my CD box and still on waiting list to be watch! :P
7. My favorite colour to wear is ... Pink the one and only..but this past week I mostly used white.


What do you thinks? share me yours... :)

XOXO

PinkLady

My Sweet Song on my Sweet November for Sweet Me





The Rose

Bette Midler writer

song by Westlife

Some say love, it is a river

That drowns the tender reed

Some say love, it is a razor

That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger

An endless aching need

I say love, it is a flower

And you, its only seed

It's the heart, afraid of breaking

That never learns to dance

It's the dream, afraid of waking

That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken

Who cannot seem to give

And the soul, afraid of dying

That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely

And the road has been too long

And you think that love is only

for the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter

Far beneath the bitter snow

Lies the seed

That with the sun's love, in the spring

Becomes the rose

("The Rose" is a pop song written by Amanda McBroom and made famous by Bette Midler, who performed it in the 1979 movie, The Rose. Since then it has been covered by a variety of artists.)

Wowww...While I finished blogging my other blog..I heard this song by West Life..The Rose..and I realized and understand this thing..have you read my previous post on those 2 pictures there were a rose there..A clay rose..and a fake rose..And related with that pic..I said that describe..that I wait a rose from a guy..and it clearly said that I'm waiting a rose from my Mr.More than enough.
Okay this song I've always listen by Westlife version..but I've never noticed about the deeply lyric inside on this song. And when I listened carefully this afternoon..I'm just touched..I'm googling the lyric (you can see the behind of the story of the lyric from this link http://theroselyrics.com/ and http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Rose_(song ), and I feel amazed..This will be a sweet song on my Sweet November..
Yeah...I say love, it is a flower

And me, its only seed...It's the rose..
Oh...God just remind me..that..I must patience..while waiting the love..While waiting My Rose a.k.a my love..from Mr. More than enough..This song..like a reminder for me..that..don't be afraid of waiting..Married or not..Single forever or not.. (while on my previous blog said that I'm fine if I'm still single but..while people around me and may be myself worried.. when I will be a bride and not a bridemaid? http://shareluv.blogspot.com/2011/10/wish-im-bride-not-bridemaid.html )
This song..this feeling about Waiting..about Love..has been answered...by this song.. by the Rose..

This is my love story... "The Rose" is my sweet song on my sweet November for Sweet me...

XOXO

PinkLady