My Déjà vu

Talking about Déjà vu (literally “already see is the experience of feeling sure that one has already witnessed or experienced a current situation, even though the exact circumstances of the prior encounter are uncertain and were perhaps imagined) on my previous blog .. Now I feel like I have it now..It happened when I’m listening Adele song “Someone Like You”… I know I’m a bit late to know or realized about this song J This already became a Hits and won in AMA 2011 J

When I first listened to that song I feel sad so badly..and fell deeply hurt and I don’t know why. I’m falling to this song and tonight when I listened carefully each words and lyrics of this sing…I feel I have Déjà vu!! I could deeply felt the music..the lyric...they’re blend with my mind and heart….Yeah I knew I ever been through this situation on the story..I’ve passed that moment….My story 9 years ago..

Someone Like You

By. Adele

I heard, that your settled down.

That you, found a girl and your married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?

It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.

Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,

That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Oh My Gosh..Yup..I smile..and realized it's a story 8 years ago..

He was my "first live". He's not my first boyfriend..but he was the on that I really could feel fallin in love...I was have crush on him. It was my love at the first sight..when I remembered him..I remember his word.."we met by destiny and separated by destiny.."

9 years ago...I've met him..at that time..he was married for 1 or 2 months...we met just want to clarified about this word "We met by destiny and separated by destiny" ...I remember our conversations were not matched with our eyes and heart. Our eyes talked and we understand with our heart each other. I remember clearly that time...because it's the hard time..and time to released...time to forgot..time to moved on...

I forgot after that time..but I thought a week after that..I felt free..He was my First Love..and I thank for him..for taught me and experienced that loved. I kept the beautiful moments..and forgot the bad moments...and I thank God for that experience..God taught me that He have something better than him...and I'm thankful!!
I'm clearly clean that I have no feeling with him anymore. He was part of my past and my love lesson and he just like that. I didn't hate him, I didn't hate our situation and our destiny. I'm glad have that experience..
This song..really describe of what I've been through on that day...9 years ago..I'm deeply sad..I'm strugglin..but finally I moved on...Life must on..Isn't it? *smile*

 

XOXO

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