When I found you..

"When I Found You"

I believe we all have one true love
Somewhere in this world
I do (I do, I do)

When it seemed All my dreams
Were falling through
That's when I found you
I believe for every heart
That whispers in the dark
There's a ray of light somewhere
Shining through
It was sink or swim
When the tide came in
I found myself
When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes in you
I found the deepest love I knew
I'll believe
Yes it's true
I believe
For every door that's closing
For every heartbreak
There's hope for something new
From the ashes rise a glimpse of paradise
It still flickered in your eyes

Today is holiday, my country have a Moslem day today and we'll claim this is holiday!! I'm happy if this holiday! but this busy months make me feels holiday or weekend just the same...I've go to my office. Sometimes i accompany my office mate finished her job. Yeah I realized we have a lot things to do. We do really need 1 more people in our team and it's still vacant! It's not east to find the right people to fit in our team. a lot of interviews and a lot of test :) :) :).
So, here I am now... in my lovely room in my office room. I like being here now. No one at office. Only me at lovely room...cold and cozy...I playing music..jazzy and romantic songs...and while I'm working..I hear a song..actually I just heard this old song from Britney Spears.. I just hear the song...every lyrics it's make me smile..make me oh..feels like..yup..When i found..and still waiting for him..Yeah and I do feel so mellow..ah..romantics.. I remember one of Japanese movie series that I just finished watched it.. It's Ohitorisama ..the synopsis of this story told about 33-year-old Akiyama Satomi is a history teacher at the prestigious all-girls high school she once attended. She has earned the nickname "ohitorisama" (meaning "one person") for her perfectionism and capability to handle any work by herself. At the same time, the name also refers to her lack of romance. One day, a young man named Shinichi arrives at the school as a temporary instructor. He's ten years younger than Satomi, has only worked part-time jobs, and has neither money nor status. Although the other female teachers and students find him cute, he is completely not Satomi's type...
The drama just simple, sweet, cute and funny scenes, but I like some of the story meaning or just some good quotes in the movie. Or I just realized that I like the teacher, passionate about children, and just feel good being alone, enjoy time being single, and I just see some of the character of the teacher is mine..wahahha...
And I like that when she stated that..alone is good..but be with other..it's better... especially with someone you loved.
I realized that's really true!! I do enjoy my single times now... I do not jealous with my friends who have they boyfriend or husband now...may be sometimes in my heart I want to have someone like them but..it's rare.. I do enjoy my single times now.. and this movie is remind me.. about singleness and about being with someone..
Yeah I do want to be someone..but..the feeling to be fall in love with someone..it's not easy for me.. I'm not the person easy to fall in love to someone..to many consideration..some of people said that too many standards..wahahah...okay...sorry...
I'm type of person "You can't control who u love, but you don't have to let who you love control YOU"
But I don't know if I fallin' love to someone and no consideration at all...only follow my hearts and believe that's him...or may be I will said..I found you!!!

Falling love is not an easy things..we can not predict, to who or when or where we will be falling love to someone, even to people we dont expect it could be...we could falling love to anybody..
I also couldn't control to falling love someone..but..I do must choose to be with him or not..or he also will choose to be with me or not.
This quote : No one falls in love by choice, its by CHANCE. And no one falls out of love by chance, its CHOICE. -
I remember that I've ever falling love to someone that I dont want to be falling love to..or I Falling love at the first sight.. and Falling love to friend..yeah.. a lot of falling love when I'm teenager...
And now..above 20 until now..I do miss my feelings to falling love with someone..
I pray everyday that I will falling love to my Mr.Good Enough and I will be her right person come in his life and he also wll be thankful God for me! :)
Keep in mind that: Don't wait for the right person to come into your life. Be the right person to come to someone's life.
Me and him will worth with our times to waiting and be right person in our life...
And what shoudl I tell... if i met him..and falling in love with him...
...............Finally I found you...................

xoxo
PinkLady