I got Disease!! It names LAZY disease of write blog!

8 months...Yeaaaahh...I absent for writing blog. I think, the lazy disease control my life, so the busy things I did, wasnt a main reason, it's lazy!!!
Actually I have many drafts, but, stuck in the middle to continue the blog post!! HAA! Where are you my blogger soul? Have you run out of myself? Have you trap in my body? Or do you hide and dont want to come out?
Yeaaah..I got stucked!!
I have a lot of experiences gained during my absences time (July 2012 to March 2013), but still, I dont have any feel to write a blog, even I'd like to!
I confused where I should start..but here is the summary of I missed, I dont know of I could post 1 month 1 blog post!

August: Busy with trainings...yeah..we have capacity building training at office, and this month..have no memorable moment to me!! Hahaha...
September: Still with busy tasks at office, but excited to travel out of my town! I have to delivered training in Papua at end of September! Yeay!! Finally I'm back to Papua again! But I have tight agenda! LOL! But better than I have to stay at office! I need to travelling! Or I'm died to bored!
October: What an excited Month, I could travelling to Papua and also Bandung! A long trip of travelling. From Manado, go to Papua, stay for 4 days and go to Jakarta-Bandung for training for 3 days and back again to Sentani Papua, go to Wamena Papua, back to Sentani Papua and back home...Manado..my lovely town! Great experiences I've gained that month (May be I will share 1 blog post for this month)
November: New thing...One of my wishlist finally reached! Yeay..I have new car..bought with my own money (*proud*) and drive with my own..proudly present my Sir Black... Daihatsu Sirion Black..
(should I present 1 post blog for introduced my Sir Black? :P )
December: Christmas....and end of year..I've nothing special this month...Just like last Christmas..spent with my family at my lovely town!!
January: Stay for quite long at other town left my lovely town Manado. almost 1 month I have to stay at Sentani Papua, while my assistant for new office in this area still vacant! Yeay..trap in this Sentani town in Papua..but I enjoyed it... (wait my story for this!)
February: This is my February Breeze!!...My summer vacation!! my summer wasn't on June or July..but February!! Sunbathed, enjoyed sunset and beach with friends at BALI!! Last year of February, I went to Bali..and finally..at the same month at this new year..I also get vacation on BALI! One of my favorite place to escape...vacation!!! This must be more than 1 blog post! wahahahha
March: Starting to write blog..I must...that's my target!!...

Okay my blogger soul..welcome to my world again.. thank you for comeback..thank you for not hiding anymore...now it's time to do your job!! Let's starting together..to share a story..to share the love we have...
Wait and see for blog post coming... don't miss it guys!!

xoxo

SunsetLady

Your favor and Your grace Lord last a lifetime

Last Wednesday I attended a concert..
Christian youth concert by True Worshippers
They have a new album titled "FAVOR"
I never heard their new song..
And when I heard..it breaks my heart
Remember about God's Favor and God's Grace to me
And I could say nothing...only tears felt down from my face..

And flash back to 11 years ago..
Yup, when I trully have officially engaged with Jesus!
Falling in love...deeper and deeper!
I remembered what I've been through
In my whole life and after I have deep relationship with Jesus
I was amazed..while they sang this song..
All the pictures of life..video of my life..
I can saw it clearly..
All of my life..happened because of His Favor and Grace
He never leave me or forsake me!

Bloggers..
My life is live only by His Grace and Favor
A lot of happened in my life
And if not because of His Grace and Favor
I could never be like I am now!

Now the vision is clearly this year
The commitment that I've been made
also become stronger..
Here is the songs..that melt my heart
This song as my gratitude for my Jesus Christ..
Song by True Worshipper

FAVOR

by True Worshipper

There is a song in every silence

There is a dawn in every darkness

There is a hope in every pain

There is a spring in every winter

Even in doubt there is believing

Through every season You are near

Oh Your favor and Your grace Lord

Last a lifetime, Last a lifetime

Oh Your favor and Your grace Lord

Last a lifetime, Last a lifetime

You satisfy our deepest hunger

You broke the bond and set us free

You gave us life eternally

Jesus the name that calms our fears!

Only in You our sorrows cease

Yout love has won and now we see

Hallelujah, You are faithful, You are faithful 

Hallelujah, You are faithful, You are faithful

Now..my life will lived the vision and dream from God for me, to obey the calling and doing  God's purpose for me when He created me..

And I love you more and more Jesus..
My Shelter, My Strength, My everything

xoxo

SunsetLady

Don't You Remember

It's been  a long time I did not back to my space..my blogging time!!
After vacation, the busy things in office drawn my life!
I could not felt the free of myself
Enjoy "me time" and take a deep breath!
And here I am today, took a deep breath and enter to my space, my blogging time!
This week, I have situation up and down
I could feel so happy or so sad
Sometimes feel so lonely sometimes I feel I'm not
Feel that I'm in love and then heart breaking!
This week the graph of life trully high and low!
I'm on confused feeling!
Fulfilled and empty!
This could change anytime on this week!

I wanna share you a song..
That keep singing in my mind over and over again!
Even the music stop, but is still play on my mind!
Special I dedicated this song
For someone that I met this year
Short but it still have a room in my heart
Sometimes it closed sometimes it opened!
So I present this song from Adele to you....

DON'T YOU REMEMBER

by. Adele

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any scene,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?



Hopefully you do remember me..
I wish nothing but the best for you..

SunsetLady



Vacation on South Korea

Annyeonghaseyo...
안녕하세요 ...
It's been long time again..I didn't update my blog! Fuiihhh... A lot of things to do last 2 months...and it happens till now!! Fuiihhh agaainn!!
But at least I already recharged with 2 weeks vacation! TRAVELLING to South Korea!! Yup..That's my wishlist on 2011 but happened on 2012...It's because this trip need a lot of money to saving! So finally, one of my wish list accomplished!! I'm happy!! even more than happy! Because that was BEST vacation I've ever had!! God's grace keep followed me during the preparation and also when I'm in South Korea!
A lot of challenges and struggles before I went there, but it worthed! All paid with the best vacation I've ever had!! Totally enjoyed, amazed and grateful while the travelling!!
This vacation only by His Grace..Trully!! Thank you Jesus!! I've been blessed also with kind heart of my friends and colleagues! Thank you to my manager, who allowed me to took 2 weeks vacation, Alined and Aphiel and also Mam and Sir Sasela for allowed us stay at Sukorejo and also got free tour around Surabaya, yeaayy (finally met my bestie after a long time but only short time to hang and talk..hiksss..I wish I could have more time to share, because it looks like a lot of to shared!! LOL)!!!..Another thank to Indah and her husband Park in Gunsan, South Korea, thank you for be a best host and also your kind heart to allowed us stay during in Gunsan and also took us to all best place in Gunsan, and also Jeonju tour, I'm blessed and also bring us to your church! Thanks to Pastor at Samil church and his wife, I'm trully blessed with their hospitality, the gifts also, I'm amazed! And also the member of church, all eonnie  (read uni), thanks also for the lunch time together!
Another Big thank to kind hearted woman I've ever met, Esther Baek..We're very blessed met her and Goodie, cute and smart dog (miss her already *_^), for allowed me to stay for 6 nights at her house, to trust us even we never met before! To bring us to Compassion Korea office, met and know great people there and having best experience, and last but not least the part of bring us to met Pastor Kim Jung Ha "shoeshine Pastor "!! I don't know how to pay her kindness heart! God will bless you richly Sister! Sorry for our mess in your house..!
Another special thanks to Finance Director of Compassion Yong Jin and another finance team member ByungHyun , JaIn, MinHa, SungIn, and Hyun Sil! Thanks for treat us lunch time and we could have great time to share!
All Compassion Korea staff for welcomed us with warm hearted, Trully blessed with the morning devotion, office tour, etc! Keep serving the Lord and all children in th world!
To my officemates (Bu Lala for introduce me to great woman Esther, Pak Jo for keep update news from office, Linda for help me with office matter, Gladies you are great to support our team! Andre for help me with skype, Ka Jane and Bu Haw to help Gladies a lot, and the others), my dear besties (Inah thank you for the bag!! Ruscai for drop me at airport) out there, thank you for keep prayed for us during my travelling and also keep supported us! I'm blessed with all of you!
And my partner in crime..LOL..my travelling partner Shinta..I'm blessed during travelling with you!! Absolutely best and unforgottable moment in South Korea, right??.. *_^
Last but not least to my family, to my big family, Thank for support me, I'm sorry for could not attend at Granny's funeral and be there with all of you! I believe Granny happy with God in heaven now, love you Oma (my Granny)...

Yup I'm very grateful and thankful, God is sooooo GOOD to me, to give me this and people around me, who always support, pray and bless me!
I will share to you on next blog post about my Travelling to South Korea!!
Gamsahamnida...
 감사합니다 ...

xoxo

SunsetLady

I Won't Give Up

Aloha friends! I have been busy this week! Again! And this past 2 days I'm absence for my afternoon jogging! I  hope this will end soon! So I could enjoy my time without some busy works! :)
By the way, I wanna talked about new song that I just knew and heard this past week and felt in love to this song so deeply! With the music and the lyric! It's so romantic! And was surprised because sang by Jason Mraz! I've known him with groovie songs like I'm Yours, Lucky, Live High, Butterfly, etc.
When I listened carefully I melted with the lyric! it's so...poetic..
Listen the music well and read the lyric carefully!! What do you think??

Jason Mraz

I won't Give Up

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools, the gifts we've got yeah we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

This Lyric have a strong message! It can be universal! Not just about the lovers, but also about what we wouldn't give up! What we want to fighting for that something precious for us!
Oh My Gosh..That was awesome! Love is a about to fighting for. When we're in love we're fighting for... Why? When we're in relationship.. we're fighting for the love by trying to love unconditionally, to accept the weakness and understand each other. It is about to love the unperfect person, perfectly!  When you're give up, you stop to fighting for love. And it just gone and remain hurt. We should figthing for love.. and that's the love means for me!!

"Love doesn't hide. It stays and fights. It goes the distance, that's why love is so strong. So it can carry you all the way home. - Unknown"

This song reminds me again to say never give up on love! For the people we love, family, friends, our passion and dream!
About my love story, until now, I still don't find the real man that I should fighting for (I've been through with some man but they're not the one who should to fighting for)!
Yup, to be real in loving someone! I've never been there yet! I'm the type of person who love someone which growing everyday, I'm not the person that when I'm with him that I love him fully at the first! I must let my love growing day by day and not devastated everyday! So, to be with a man who make my love growing. mmhh.. still couldn't find it :)
But it doesn't matter, I will be here patiently waiting! I'm still looking up! God knows I'm tough enough! I've believe that I will met this man someday, SOON!
Someone that worth to fighting for! Someone to be love  perfectly and unconditionally and who will make me say "I won't give up on us"!

So, if you have found your trully man who deserved to fighting for, keep fighting! Never give up! Remember love is about stays and fights!! Keep fighting!
And if you are same with me, who are still waiting and looking up, be patience and never give up for your love, to find the man! You will know when you meet him someday, who will be the one, who deserve to fighting for!

xoxo

SunsetLady

I, Proudly launch my "Dressy Wednesday"

Morningg fellas...how've you been?
Just want to launch my Weekly theme "Dressy Wednesday"..Yup which is my outfit to go to office!
This was idea from my bestie Alined , she asked me to choose a day for my office's outfit! Actually, I want to do this since long time, but I'm not confidence with my outfit to be share at blog! I'm not a branded girl! Some of my outfit have no brand, or not a famous brand! And I'm not a fashionista, who always read a fashion magazine, or fashions news! And I'm not a fashion blogger also! I like be a fashionable, I like to be stylish, but for me famous brand is just a brand, I will wear a clothes, shoes, accecories, as long it's catchy to my eyes, comfort, and make me confidence to wear! But she encouraged me, that's fine, just share it! Don't think with that! Just share it ! Yup..I forgot about my theme of this blog! I will share about my daily love, about anything happened in my life, my thoughts, my idea, anything that I want to share on this blog!! :)
So, since I'm not a staff with uniform :) So, okay..why not start today? Lucky me, I could use daily outfit with what I want! Yeayy!!! As a woman, of course we like to be a fashionable or stylish! Since I'm a moody, sometimes my fashion outfit also depends on my moody! But, sometimes in one week I make theme what outfit I will wear! If I wear Batik on Monday so the theme will be Batik for the whole week :) And if I wore skirt so for the whole week I will wear skirt! hehehe
Okay this week, my theme was skirt and dress, and this is it...my "Dressy Wednesday!

Shirt: Miss Me
Skirt: Fabrique material and made by a tailor :)
Shoes: Everbest
Bag: EverBest

Belt: No Brand
Bracelet: Buy at Bali
Neckless: Buy at Shanty Online ShopForget the brand :P
Earring: buy at Matahari Dept.Store (forget the brand)

This is it! My "Dressy Wednesday"

PS. Since this is my first launch of "Dressy Wednesday" Any comment, critique, are highly appreciated! Thanks..Love u!

xoxo

SunsetLady

My Sunny Monday Morning

Howdy my friends! Still can’t believe it, this new blog post has been my 17^th post on this March! Wow! New record! After almost more than 2 months have no blog post but this month, looks like all paid on this month!!

And today I wanna say “I like Monday!” Yeayy!! My last posted was today published at 00.30 am, talked about the new me, about released my regret feelings, to some unfinished business, truly make me a new spirit! I have no regret all! All the regrets were yesterday, and it becomes my past! And it’s all becomes memories, and you were part of it! Something for sure is the right man will be part of my future! No more regret, this is a new me, no doubt to say my true feelings, I will not hold or keep it as my regret without trying! If it’s not work as my wish, that’s fine, lessons learned, move on, because life goes on! It’s fine to feels hurt at least I put some effort on it!

Started my morning with new hair style! Back to bangs again!! Today was awesome, I off to work on time and yeayy… I did my afternoon jogging again! After my vacations ends, all days were rains and I have no afternoon jogging! My afternoon jogging at my lovely sport field was awesome!! Of course with music ON, and enjoyed the cloudy and sunset while did my afternoon jogging! The sunset lady is back!

Hope you have a great Monday like mine today! By the way, how do you think about back to this hairstyle again? Hope you like it, like I did!!

My Monday new bangs!

Happy Monday

Much love to you…

xoxo

SunsetLady

The one that got away, will I get the second chance?

This past weeks I like to listen the song by Katy Perry, The one that got away and also Thinking of You, I like the music, and also the video clip of this songs! That songs talked about losing someone we loves, and we've just felt regret and wish we could turn back time, but it's late because that time will never come back!

I don't know why, but when heard this song, I felt that I can feel that! I think I never really deeply sad because of losing someone we loves! Of course when we're in grieving, we're really sad, or deeply hurt about losing someone we loves! About our lovers, BF or GF, died, I hope you will never feel it, but when heard story about this, I also feel how deeply hurt it, losing someone that we loves!

Broken heart...Mmhh of course I have, but deeply hurt because losing him, I don't know exactly! I never felt really grieving to a man, I didn't! I'm sad when she's with other woman, I got tricked, or because he's change, etc, but when it happen I will said to myself. He's not worth it! I could get better than him!

Regret...Mmh maybe this is something always happen with me! Sometimes I regret with what I do? I'm a person sometimes regret about something or someone!...This weekend I'm thinking about this matter, because it's like running text on my mind..about regret, and this second chance!

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

--lyric The one that got away, Katy Perry-

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

--lyric of Thinking of You, Katy Perry-

Yup, from some of men came to my life, sometimes I thought about this. Sometimes I felt regret, sometimes I felt that I'm good with my decision. But as a woman, and I'm a person that who always realized at the last, Yup I felt regret to some of my life story!
Mostly because of the prideand my stubborn! If I said no, I will never take it back, even I'm hurt, or I'm dying to do it! I'm with my considerations, will said never take it back!! That's my pride and stubborn!! Sometimes I felt, why I'm not say that "I want to back with you", or "I want to say sorry, because I'm mad", "I forgive you", or "actually, I like it, but I'm still not sure with my feeling!", "I like you" and today I confessed! I REGRET!! Yup I regret because I didn't said it! I regret because of my considerations and my pride! I regret because I'm not tried before I know it!
 My bestie said that I'm too afraid too try, always want in my comfort zone, and sometimes I applied it in my love life!! hahaha....Am I?..Mmhh..Yup! I confessed, you are right!!

Okay I regret for some things happened in my love life, If I got second chance, (I'm not expect for the same person, but if I have, I will put some effort with no regret again), if my heart say this is the time, try to give more effort, less pride and stubborn!

Yup, now it's the time to move on! Forget the past! Just let it go..I will let my feelings to person who is "the one that got away" freely go...and MOVE ON! No more regret start from today! Now the lesson's learned! Adele may sing "Nevermind, I'll find someone like you, I wish nothing but the best, for you too."  and some quote may say "

I believe there is second chance and that must be better! Better than before!
I will sing "Nevermind, I'll find someone BETTER, I wish nothing but the best, for you too."

I will proudly say today, "I will have the second chance, although it will never be as great as the first one, but it will feels so right and it's will be perfect!" 

xoxo

PinkLady