The one that got away, will I get the second chance?

This past weeks I like to listen the song by Katy Perry, The one that got away and also Thinking of You, I like the music, and also the video clip of this songs! That songs talked about losing someone we loves, and we've just felt regret and wish we could turn back time, but it's late because that time will never come back!

I don't know why, but when heard this song, I felt that I can feel that! I think I never really deeply sad because of losing someone we loves! Of course when we're in grieving, we're really sad, or deeply hurt about losing someone we loves! About our lovers, BF or GF, died, I hope you will never feel it, but when heard story about this, I also feel how deeply hurt it, losing someone that we loves!

Broken heart...Mmhh of course I have, but deeply hurt because losing him, I don't know exactly! I never felt really grieving to a man, I didn't! I'm sad when she's with other woman, I got tricked, or because he's change, etc, but when it happen I will said to myself. He's not worth it! I could get better than him!

Regret...Mmh maybe this is something always happen with me! Sometimes I regret with what I do? I'm a person sometimes regret about something or someone!...This weekend I'm thinking about this matter, because it's like running text on my mind..about regret, and this second chance!

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

--lyric The one that got away, Katy Perry-

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

--lyric of Thinking of You, Katy Perry-

Yup, from some of men came to my life, sometimes I thought about this. Sometimes I felt regret, sometimes I felt that I'm good with my decision. But as a woman, and I'm a person that who always realized at the last, Yup I felt regret to some of my life story!
Mostly because of the prideand my stubborn! If I said no, I will never take it back, even I'm hurt, or I'm dying to do it! I'm with my considerations, will said never take it back!! That's my pride and stubborn!! Sometimes I felt, why I'm not say that "I want to back with you", or "I want to say sorry, because I'm mad", "I forgive you", or "actually, I like it, but I'm still not sure with my feeling!", "I like you" and today I confessed! I REGRET!! Yup I regret because I didn't said it! I regret because of my considerations and my pride! I regret because I'm not tried before I know it!
 My bestie said that I'm too afraid too try, always want in my comfort zone, and sometimes I applied it in my love life!! hahaha....Am I?..Mmhh..Yup! I confessed, you are right!!

Okay I regret for some things happened in my love life, If I got second chance, (I'm not expect for the same person, but if I have, I will put some effort with no regret again), if my heart say this is the time, try to give more effort, less pride and stubborn!

Yup, now it's the time to move on! Forget the past! Just let it go..I will let my feelings to person who is "the one that got away" freely go...and MOVE ON! No more regret start from today! Now the lesson's learned! Adele may sing "Nevermind, I'll find someone like you, I wish nothing but the best, for you too."  and some quote may say "

I believe there is second chance and that must be better! Better than before!
I will sing "Nevermind, I'll find someone BETTER, I wish nothing but the best, for you too."

I will proudly say today, "I will have the second chance, although it will never be as great as the first one, but it will feels so right and it's will be perfect!" 

xoxo

PinkLady