Another episode for Friday...My Fill the Blank Friday ..I think I like this stuff from other blogger...
1. Waking up at the break of dawn to go shopping is my idea of a future housewife! I wish I could do that because I have to do that for my family...Cooking for them and prepare for best food! That would be a hard task for me to wake up in very early morning..I'm not a morning person!! So it will be tough..even I like shopping..but please..nor for that time!! *big grin*
2. If I were to go shopping today I would be on the hunt for gadget..like Samsung Tab..or iPad..Ah but..it I must keep it until I have enough money!There are some urgent things I need to use for my saving money...Saving for my travelling #yihhaa .
3. The best thing I ate yesterday was nothing special!! Really!! I don't have good appetite this week!! I wish something good for tomorrow..because it's my weekend!!
4. Something I've been learning lately is time to open my heart...and give a try to all man..don't just Cut it out at their first move!! It's my bestie's Aline suggestion!! Start a relationship...let love growing..sometimes..Love at the first sight is not always happen..solet the love growing..when open your heart!!Okay..Mr. Cupid...I'm ready !! hahhaha...
5. I cannot start my day without take a bath and brush my teeth!! It such a disaster!!
6. My nighttime attire consists of short and singlet! or sometimes pajamas!!
7. I am looking forward to travelling!! I'm dying for it..yes early next year!!I wish this December but still haven't enough money..hikss..so must be patience!! and hard work to increase my travelling saving!!! I wish I could go to Bali this February and Go to South Korea this April!! Would you pray for me?...^_^
Okay...that's it!! Enjoy Friday..Enjoy your Thanksgiving day!!
I just realized when I'm on #galau or when I'm so mellow..I want to write more..I want to blogging more..Share and creating something..hehehe..I just shared my #galau my mellow side..my worried to my bestie Alined by BBM chat...heheheh..talked and got suggestions... Okay Sensei..I will become be openly..no more blocking from the beginning..Just try not to independent!!..hahaha...I wish!!
I think...it's enough about Mr.Wrong..enough about being #galau and being so mellow..Now..I show you Big smile..big grin for me...Go away worries..And let come inner peace...inner peace..inner peace *imagine me with Po' style on Kung Fu Panda 2*
Now no more sadness..no more #galau..back to real life..Back to real me!!
I don't know what to saying but..I'm totally out of mind now!! I'm totally missing so badly to Mr.Wrong...I miss his encouragement..I miss his voice..I miss his smile..I miss when he looked at me so deeply.. I miss his cared...I miss when he talk much and I just smiled... I miss when he treated me so right! I miss all of him.. I just miss him..
But now he's faraway..I couldn't reach him..I couldn't see him...I couldn't hear his voice..
His charmed still mesmerized me! And it's remain in my heart...
Looking our pic...remember our time together..are the medicine to handle this heart..to warm this heart and cover this feeling..
Sometimes..from bigger to smaller wishes...I wish...you were mine... and become I wish you were here with me..I wish I could see you or I wish I could hear your voice..and become..I wish you contact or message me...and I wish nothing..I just miss you..
Yesterday I've been so worried about something...You know..when I met with my ex boyfriend..and he have his new life..and already have a family..and when he asked you "why you still single..just married soon!" Man..I'm so devastated..!!! hahaha...At that time.I wish dissapeared..Hiksss...when other people ask you..you still stand and proud said..I'm Single and Happy! but..when your Ex boyfriend ask you..and you are still single..and not really...really single..don't have any man beside you..Well..It quite torture you!! He's married..you're single.!! I hate this!! I don't like being single on that time! I wish I could told him that..I'm married..have a good husband..I'm happy with my new family..But..It was not!!
Okay..And when you told to your besties..they gave you suggestion..C'mon ..between us..you're the only one who still single..I have boyfriend..I'm married..Cmon...
And it still over yet..when you're went home..Your mom ask you..Honey..don't stay single for a long time..remember your age...You should married soon..*DAAANNGG!!*
And..I wish I could felt more peace at office with silly thing "Single"..They said..When you will ended you're single status..Look at your assistant..she already have a boyfriend and will married soon..And you??...
OMG..Could you someone don't ask me about this!!
"Of course I need a man..But..I'm still onwaiting..I know I hate waiting..but..I know it will be worth to waiting for Mr. More than Enough!!"
And last night when I'm on my way to went home...I open my Twitter timeline..and..I read this good quote about "SINGLE and WAITING" ..It's so encouraged me..to be Patience about waitng..and KEEP my FAITH on HIM....TO BELIEVE!!
"In love, learn to TRUST THE PERFECT TIME so you may discover that all the pain found in waiting has a maginificent and awesome purpose"
"Being SINGLE doesn't mean you know nothing about love. Sometimes, its WISER to be alone that with the wrong person!"
"In GOD'S TIME, you'll fall for the right person. When that time comes, LOVE WILL BE WORTH THE WAIT, the tears and the pain.
"LOVE may travel so long, but it will always take you to where you belong"
"God created your purpose..before He created you. Have faith in life!"
I just want to tell you..and want to describe you that..this are what I've been thinking..this are what in my mind..I'm over thinking..I'm over worrying..I'm over loaded!! I'm Stuck!!
What I need??
What do you Think??
Some said "You just need Travelling!!"
Some loudly said "Find Boyfriend!"
Some message me "You should receive it I have given to you..you need it!"
Some told "You need chocolate!"
ARRGGHHH!!!!I'm Bored!! I'm Stuck!! I'm Sleepy..I'm over reacted!
Wow..It's quite a long time I didnt write any thoughts on my blog..I dont know I just feel I dont any feel to write blog this past week. In my post before about my 6 years actually I want to add more thoughts but..I just forget..the idea and thought just gone!! And I dont have mood or idea to continue that blog post. Actually I have many thoughts in my mind that I want to share but..I just Blank...
So I started my Friday with "fill in the Blank Friday" And all the thoughts to be share..actually I have a lot but..finaly GONE from my mind!! So..here I am in this Friday..Blank and Sleepy Friday!
I must took black Javanese coffee to open my eyes!
But...Dang!! I've touched with this Song and the lyric..Actually this I always heard this song..but today..I felt that this just touched my heart..It's a song from Il Divo and Celine Dion "(I Believe in You (Je crois en toi)" is a duet between Céline Dion and Il Divo, released as the third and last single from Dion's On ne change pas album, and first and only from Il Divo's Ancora)
"I Believe in You (Je Crois toi)"
Lonely, the path you have chosen
A restless road, no turning back
One day you will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go be strong
Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
Tout seul
(All alone)
Tu t'en iras tout seul
(You will go away/leave all alone)
Coeur ouvert
(Your heart open)
A l'univers
(To the universe)
Poursuis ta quête
(Follow your quest)
Sans regarder derrière
(Without looking back)
N'attends pas
(Don't wait)
Que le jour
(for a new day)
Se lève (to break)
Suis ton étoile
(Follow your star)
Va jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte
(Go to wherever yourdream takes you)
Un jour tu le toucheras
(One day you will touch it)
Si tu crois, si tu crois, si tu crois
(If you believe, if you believe, if you believe)
En toi (In you (yourself))
Suis la lumière
(Follow the light)
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
(Don't put out the flame that you carry/have)
Au fond de toi, souviens-toi
(Deep inside you, remember)
Que je crois, que je crois, que je crois
(That I believe, that I believe, that I believe)
En toi
(In you)
Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I know that it's true
Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
I believe, I believe, I believe in you (x2)
Sometimes we less or lose hope to believe..To believe on someone..to believe in our self or sometimes to believe in God's promises! Yeahh.. this past week I do loss and less to believe...I'm so drained and burned out...I just feel that I'm a crossroad..and I dont know and confuse to move on... and this song remain me...and to keep believe..Keep believe on myself...Keep believe on people..Keep believe on God's promises :)..May be I'm to tired...But really this song..encourage me and wake me up from this...I'm thankful that I always have God who always remind me..and never leave me...I'm thankful for my family for always support me...I'm thankful because I always have my besties who always be there for me... and that's enough to make me believe...to keep stand...to keep strong and MOVE ON!! Life goes on.....
That's me and my officemate...
"I believe on people!"
That's me on Bali..
"I believe in myself!"
That's me on Bali
"I believe in God's promises!"
*continue edit and write on Sunny Saturday Morning after finished morning jogging*
Here I am with Fill in blank Friday from http://thelittlethingswedo.blogspot.com/ and here my thoughts about it!
1. A nervous habit I have is squeeze my hand or fingers.
2. Something that makes me sad is about parents abandon their child, divorce! It breaks my heart..
3. Today I am thankful for my family, My Mom and Dad, my brother and his wife, my 3 D (2 beautiful nieces Deeandra and Dovely, and 1 cute nephew Dillon!) and my besties! They're everything that I would never exchange!
4. My favorite room in my house is my bedroom. I spend there by listening music, read book and sleep and with my favorite blanket...these month the weather is cold and that was awesome!
5. I can't stand for cigarrete smoke or smell of durian! I hate when I'm on bus and some people smoke! it make me crazy or people smoking near with me!! I just can't breath or runaway when I smell Durian..! that both make me crazy!
6. If I had an extra $100 to spend on buy ticket for travelling to Bali..okay may be that's will not enough but I will add with my saving money for the sake of travelling to Bali!
7. The last person I hung out (have lunch) with was my ex when I'm in high school and we've never talk for 10 years!Okay sounds crazy but we've have a good time as good friends now!
Happy Friday..Happy Weekend..As my motto every for every Friday..TGIF =Thank's God It's Friday..Thanks God I'm Fabolous!
Mmh..4 days already I didn't write any thoughts on my blog. Yesterday was awesome, because I took 1 day leave! It's monday and I didn't realized that day we have coordination meeting at office and we will discuss a lot of things..and looks like I couldn't handle it! Really! This year wasn't a good year in my phase during my worklife in my office! I felt like I'm alone, I felt like I'm totally freakin' boring at my work!
Yeah I know...I've been here since 6 years ago..this is my first work, first office and I've have so many first experiences here and that's were unforgettable moments here. I learned many things. I've received many things here. I've got a lot of besties here. I've a lot of laughs. I've got a lot of tears. I've been what I am now because I'm here. 40% growth process in my life I've got from this 6 years at this office.
I also got family here...all of them are family!
But for falling in love with someone through this office..I haven't ..may be not yet..hahaahaha...
I don't like love relationship with officemates. So I've never fallin' to officemate or related with Compassion International globally! LOL!! I hope I could meet someone..my Mr More than enough here,,lol...but I don't think so...I just don't know with God's plan. Where, when, who and how I will meet him. Just blank with this!
Okay today in my 6 years for my dedication at office I feel NOTHING! Really! I have no passion, no happiness and totally freakin' tired, burned out and drained! I feel like I don't have my energy to work! I don't want to go to office! Really! I work for money! I work for salary and so pity with I am now!
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