My 28th Footprints

 

Tonight I'm pause for a while. I'm thinking about my life. And I imagine something, "I open the Doraemon's magic door :) and its bring me to the beach, waiting for sunset (the most beautiful thing for me), while I'm walking I see footprints"  ..I smile...and tears going down and amazed..see His unfailing love and faithfulness...
And here my 28th Footprints! It's not a famous poem Footprints on the Sand by Mary Stevenson. It's my footprints...(4 footprints I copy from others ^_^ the renain is mine)
- Sometimes, I feel good. Sometimes, I feel poor. And in every way He always there!
- Sometimes I'm too stubborn and just want to get as soon as possible but His patience melted me and reassure me!
- Mostly complaining and thinks that's just asking :) , and finally realize that He doesn't make mistakes.
- I'm not good in everything. I admit my weaknesses, but in my weaknesses I feel His Strength always strengthen me.
- Listening music make me enjoy, but The Creator of music more than everything
- Travelling recharges me, but the Most powerful charger is His joy in my heart
- Chocolates is my favorite food, but His Words not just as food but filling my heart desires
- Sweet as pink, Yes, He is Sweet to make my bitterness away
- Shoes are beautiful, but it can be broken. He is beautiful and everlasting love!
- I Love Children because they're precious, but He always look me as a jewel even I'm blame Him
- Great movies always attract me, but His love and care always amazed me, when I feel it's too hard and nobody can help.
- Reach the stars are so faraway but He is always beside me
- I don't like become second options, but He give me Second Chance
- I hate durian because it's have bad smell, but I like being near You, more than a perfume, it feel so Great!
- Numbers is my best friends, He is my best friend who always be there for me, in good things or bad things.
- Sunset is the best view I've ever seen but  He is the best I ever had in my life!
- I enthusiastic new things, but I marvellous with His blessings always new everyday!
- When I go to the wrong way, He waited for me and forgive me with no condition!
- For some reason, blame the situation is my weapon, but His love covered me and make me understand!
- Sometimes I'm failed, but He never failed help me in troubles!
- I'm late again..but you never too late to help me at the right time
- Being accurate is my requirement and as Your promises to me are accurate and never mistake!
- I never forget to smile, as Him never forget His promises!
- I enjoy sleeping a lot, but He is keep awake to protect me from bad things.
- When I'm in worries, He show that He is exists and comforts me
- People and problem can bring me down, but I'm not afraid cause He always encourage me and make me stronger day by day!
- I like being in quite time, because I can hear Him clearly.
- I'm bad in memorized name, but He is never forget me, He knows my name!
That's my 28th footprints, and mostly is His footprints! He always there, not just walk with me but walk FOR me! His unfailing love and faithfulness always real in my life !

*H. A. P. P. Y. 28th B. I. R. T. H. D. A. Y *

XOXO

PinkLady

Happy Valentine's day fellas!

Hey this is February 14th 2011, you must know what day is today! Yep! You rite! This is a Heart day! Valentine's day! Happy Valentine's day fellas!
Actually, today it's not a big deal, I mean a special or big event for me..for me everyday is love...everyday is valentine..sharing love means we celebrate love..and no matter what is my status..being single, engaged, married, unmarried, divorced, widower, have a relationship,etc it doesn't matter if you celebrate it with yourself, friends, lover, mom and dad, wife, husband, etc! As long as you share love to other people with a grateful and sincere heart and thankfulness..it's a blessings! And that's a real Heart day! Everyday could be a heart day, right? No need every 14th February to celebrate and share LOVE, it could happen everyday to you! It depend on you! your view, mind and one important thing HEART! How you open your heart and share to other! When you breathing and wake up, thankful to God for your life, give best smile to others, say Thank you, etc. It is a heart day! It is when you fill your heart with thanksgiving, and spread love with your smile, word, and attitude to others!
Remember this:
"Sometimes your joy is the source of your SMILE, but sometimes your SMILE can be the source of your joy" (T. N. Hanh). So...Keep SMILING ..
'Never underestimate the power of a smile. It always bring joy, happiness, and sometimes it also brings hope for the hopeless'
Hey single ladies... Remember to smile... U'll never know who will fall inlove with it :)
Don't be sad if you're single and have no celebration at all with someone special like you did with your couple, or may be you never celebrate Valentine's day with someone you like, alone somewhere, etc. Just enjoy and fulfill your heart with thanksgiving, you still have God to share your love and He always there to show His love to you! :)
And me as a single lady...It's fine when I'm not with somebody else, especially in this Heart Day, When every couples are celebrate their love, candle light dinner, chocolates and flowers, etc.
I'm okay.. I enjoy my singleness.. !
Being single, doesn't mean to be alone. It means to wait for someone while laughing with others. So, Stay upbeat!
Happy Valentine's day.....Happy Heart Day! For me, everyday is valentine!
XOXO
PinkLady
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2011 Wish Lists

Yesterday one of my blog reader...hehehe..she's my friend ..asked me hey..you missed something..you missed to add your new year wish lists... and this is not new year again..share it before this year will be over...LOL!!.
she's right!! I'm so shy..but thanks Mahil for remind me...
Actually, I quite forget about the wish lists...because I'm not write down the lists..only in my mind..and now..I must think hard to remember that...maybe because to much things as my wish lists..LOL again!!
Okay I separate my wish lists with things (materials and non materials)
Materials/stuffs

• Ipad

Of course I want this so much.. I hope someone with great heart could give me this stuff, since it's so expensive here...and still could afford it to buy ..LOL. Praying to God everyday that He could give me this, trough other people with a great heart to give me as a gift! LOL

• Car

Yup! at least a car for me..I wish I could drive (still learning *blushing*) my own car, yeah.. I wish and pray I could have Honda Jazz Pink, but if not Jazz it's okay..at least I have a car! "God it's a neediest thing... *praying*

• DVD smallville season 11 and Glee season 2

Yeah!! I want to see this gorgeous movie..MY Smallville..never missed it and wait the DVD comes out this year!! and also for Glee.. Still on process right with the DVD?

 

• Read Book High Five by Ken Blanchard

This a must read book from my office..and I think this is a good book...why not to read this..may be I will make the summary with this book to share to all bloggers with my blog :)

 Non-Materials

• Engage

I know..this deep down inside my heart..I do like to my "Mr. Good Enough" will propose and say.." Will you marry me? " awwww... it's a praying for every single woman right? ..and me..as a single woman *blushing* I do hope this year could happened...But..the main point is... where are you my "Mr. Good Enough"? I have been waiting for you until now... I do hope God could send me my Mr Good Enough this year..  *kneel and praying*

• Travelling to Bang Kok and Korea

I do like travelling!! and I really need it this year!! I have past a tough and hard days in office..and I need long vacation and it's travelling abroad!! But I also like to travelling in other islands in Indonesia, it's nice too! But the most I like to travel To South Korea... It's because I like watch korean drama series and I like that places..I learn their language too..hehehe... I hope this year I could go there... yeah Bang Kok ...because I never go to this place..Phuket and Chiang Mai were done, and never been in the this Thailand capital city yet! Can't wait for this April to go there, while still praying to go to South Korea *waiting and praying to God for miracle to go there*

• Study Abroad with Scholarship

This is my dream since I graduated from university, but I'm too excited to have a job, and 5 years I have been in comfort zone and never have this study abroad with scholarship programs :(

I want to take another master for Child development or communications.. (tired with economy, finance or accounting) because to fulfill my big vision and dream!! Still struglling and pray for it! *Hoping a miracles and  a way to go there..praying and fasting*

• TOEFL certificate with good grade result

To go abroad I must done with it..Target I must get at least 580..My God..such an impossible things..But..I have Jesus and He could all things are POSSIBLE... with hard effort and studying TOEFL, I can make it ..Could you pray for me? *praying and study hard*

• Lovable Sunday School Teacher

Make changes and good improvement skills as Sunday School teacher and give the best to my kids in Sunday School! I hope they can feel and catch the excitement with me and with our Sunday School!

 Okay..that's my wish lists...Please pray for me ya friends..So I can make it all happen this year! if it's not..of course that still be my next goals in 2012..but I really wish and pray I could make it in this 2011...And with God everything is possible, Amen!!!

 XOXO

PinkLady

Pernahkah kau merasa?

This couple days make me feel so down... I feel tired with what I'm doing in my work...
Kelelahan ini bukanlah kelelahan secara fisik, tapi secara mental dan spiritual. Sedih dan miris kalau melihat apa yang sudah terjadi dan kondisi yang ada di sekitar. Setiap hari aku harus melakukan pemberesan, memaafkan diri sendiri dan memaafkan orang yang dengan seenaknya memerintah tanpa melihat konsekuen dan apa yang sudah dan atau apa yang harus dilakukan. Sedih banget..sampai nangis, bukan karena emosi, tapi karena kok bisa ya ada orang yang seperti itu?

Pernahkah kau merasa ketika, setiap kerja keras dan keringat yang telah kau lakukan dengan susah payah, tapi tidak dihargai?
Pernhah kau merasa ketika keegoisan sendiri oleh orang lain dan di taati malah dihargai dengan sangat?
Pernahkah kau merasa ketika engkau dilupakan?
Pernahkah kau merasa ketika engkau sudah melakukan sesuatu sesuai peraturan dan informasi yang disampaikan, tapi karena permintaan mendadak yang tidak di informasikan sebelum, akhirnya semua itu menjadi tidak bisa?
Pernahkah kau merasa akhirnya tidak ada yang membela dan harus tunduk pada suatu otoritas yang berdasar?
Pernahkah kau merasa bahwa WARNA bisa menjadi masalah yg besar..BIG DEALS?
Pernahkahkah kau merasa akhirnya diam dan mengalah pada keegoisan orang lain?
Pernahkah kau merasa harus dipaksa mengalah kepada hal yang tidak kau inginkan?
Pernahkah...pernakah..pernahkah kau?
Begitu banyak pernahkah..and It's happened to me...from same person ...!!
Yeah... nobody is perfect kata orang-orang...tapi sampai kapan harus mengalah? sampai kapan kita harus diam pada ketololan dan kemunafikan?
Compassion...belas kasihan.... dimana belas kasihan mu, kata teman...
Tapi...kenapa itu tidak ditanyakan kepada orang itu?
Mature...kedewasaan...dimana kedewasaan mu, kata teman...
Tapi bukankah dia lebih dewasa dan berpengalaman, bisakah ditanyakan padanya?
Patience...kesabaran..tunjukkan kesabaranmu, kata teman...
Tapi bukankan sudah 5 tahun lebih aku bersabar, bagaimana dengan dia?
Wisdom...bijak... bersikap lah bijak kepada orang yang tidak bersikap bijak, kata teman....
Tapi..bisakah dia bersikap bijak pada orang lain?
Sedih, miris, dan hancur hati..ketika harus melihat sosok yang hanya mementingkan harga diri, status dan posisi...
For the sake of children..tapi..apakah itu datang dari hati?
For the sake of chidlren...dan datang dari hati..aku masih bertahan...bertahan..sampai Tunggu waktu yang tepat!!

XOXO

PinkLady

Office moving and my Hot Choco!

This end of month to the beginning of month make me kinda busy...my office are in office moving process... We're going to leave old office which is the place is small with our capacity..the staff, stuffs, materials,etc...
But despite of office moving process..my tasks as accountant must going on..the financial report should be send to our main office at Colorado.. Mmppffhh.. And that's means monthly closing process must go on!! In First Sweet February all staff already packing they computer, laptop, stuffs, etc
While me and my 2 assistants, my team, are busy with this works!
Some are they laughing, talking while packing...and my team..we're busy with this system on our computer...
We must done ASAP while we must keep good result, all must accurate and complete!! This 2 days of February, me and Linda my assistant, going home so lately! We're finished in 10 pm and the last day we're done on 10.30 pm...wow..what a record!!
and most of all..the fabolous thing is there always my sweet friend..my best friend..my H O T C H O C O L A T E!!!
It keep me smile, spirit, and recharge me!! Hot Choco from Delfi with Saltchesse choco wafer.. Ahh..I like it!!
Now my team is ready for packing!! We're ready to move!
Good bye my old office..I've been with this building for 5 years and 3 months...woww!! My first workplace building! I like that location..near with Baystreet Cafe (many cafe and restaurants and they're near direct with the beach) from my office I can see sunset..because it's near from the beach. Every morning I always go to the Freshmart supermarket, and buy some breakfast, snacks, cookies and some drinks there..
But it's small..we've small building..
But now..we're ready for new office building..
We'll see what's coming there..
But one thing for sure..
My team...we've got huge room..more wide than our room before...

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My Christmas is with my family...

Hey bloggers,
I know this kinda late to share you about my Christmas experience.. but better than late than nothing to share right? hehehe... Sorry for late to saying to all of you but..Merry Christmas all...

My experiences this Christmas were spent with my family..all with family and friends... not with my boyfriend... since I'm a still single and not married yet...ooppss... yeah...so far so good to enjoy this for this past years... but..I'm happy with every Christmas with all people I loves so much..my family and friens... I have them and I'm thankful for them..God give me many precious time with them in all my Christmas...all the experiences are always make me smile and good memories to remember.. and this time..I want to shared to you about my experience in this Christmas 2010.
I celebrated in my village Touliang Oki, Tondano. I have house theres and have big family there..I went to church in the morning..and did you know that on that Christmas eve..it's like a holy night...Electricity off and big rainy...me, my Mom, my Grandma, My auntie, My niece, and some big family are gathering with candle light and sharied and talked..after that we sleept and in the morning we are ready to church...
Finished church..I visited all my big family there...and gathered in my house and again..share and talked again...I love that moments....

My mom and my auntie and her son and daughter (my cousins)

me and christmas tree 12252010

Office Christmas party

My big family in my home village

My Big family at office Compassion International-East Indonesia

My dad speech on Christmas Celebration at my home village

Christmas ladies -Office Xmas party

Christmas smiles - Office Xmas Party



My cute nieces with BIG Xmas tree



My cutest niece Deeandra

What I want for Christmas?


I hope I still have this time enjoying my Christmas time with all the people that I love so much..

Yeahh..they are my family and my friends...

PS.

• I also have Christmas wishes list and pray to get on 2011...yeah....some are stuffs...some are my goals and dreams.... I will share you on my next posting about Hopes and dreams in 2011.
• This Christmas also all people in the world celebrate my BFF birthday! (So lucky if you born on 25 Dec) Happy Birthday to my lovely friend Alined http://honikuhonimu.blogspot.com/

XOXO

PinkLady

Fireworks 2011 in my lovely city Manado

Hey bloggers...HAPPY NEW YEAR...

How are you..My friend said "how is your blog?" oopss..yup..I drowned with my busiest things and I forgot to share my daily love to all of you...I am so sowrrieee...

Okay you will read my blog with some entries with different topics..I have a lot of things to share to all of you...Here i share my experience on my NEW YEAR eve.. 2011..

I went to Boulevard with my Mom and took photos for Manado city party of fireworks... Sorry for late to share with you.. I also attached the news that I got for internet.

Fireworks displays in Manado break national record

http://www.antaranews.com/

Manado, North Sulawesi (ANTARA News) - Ninety-minute fireworks displays to celebrate New Year Eve in Manado was recorded in the Indonesia Record Museum (MURI).
MURI Manager Paulus Pangka here Saturday said the non-stop 90-minute fireworks displays broke the the MURI record.
"The firework show was recorded as the 4,684th award of MURI records," he said. The previous fireworks record of MURI had been in Jakarta in 2003, which the displays had lasted for 55 minutes continuously, he explained.
Thousands of Madano residents watched the fireworks at Manado Boulevard commercial center.
Paulus Pangka presented the Muri record awards to North Sulawesi Governor Sinyo Sarundajang, Manado Mayor GSV Lumentut and North Sulawesi Provincial Police Chief Brigadier General Carlo Tewu.
Manado Deputy Mayor Harly Mangindaan told the press that fireworks displays would be organized annually to celebrate New Year Eve. ...

This photos below are taken with my camera FujiFilm Finepix H10 and 1 pic with my Onyx BB cam

See how crowded Manado boulevard to see the fireworks

When I see this, I also sad because fireworks are very expensive..It's like the government burnt the money and put to their city budget otherwise there are many things that they should concerned about about the roads in Manado have problems in each roads and the education of the poors, and especially the medication for the poor, there are so many poor people didnt get the appropriate medication due to lack of money, and I hope there are no corruption here (unfornately it happen, there are undercover corruption here in my lovely city)

But... okay..that's new year of 2011..I'm not too happy with that fireworks..I'm little bit crying when I thought about all of that..about my city and my country..after took pictures..I'm going home...and pray for my lovely city Manado and my country Indonesia..for all the governments...for transformation of my nation. AMIN!!

xoxo

PinkLady



Happy Mothers Day, Mother!

Mother...
That's what I called for my Mom...I start called her Mother since in Junior high when I practicing English..before I called her Mama... :) Ah...today when I open twitter..I just see.. so many words and quotes about Mothers Day..about how our mother is our hero, angel, best friend...Yes..she is everything for us isn't it?
Sometimes we angry, fed up, dissapointed for she was done to us!!And I am too...hehehe ..We always fight for a small things..me and mom always have different view and opininion...and she always me to do as she said..and I always say no..The most things we always fight about fashion...we have verryyy different taste about it!! LOL!! and sometimes I forced to agree with her! but sometimes I was stubborn!! But...the lesson is..I know more fashion because of her..!!! When i'm in High School I dont like fashion..I'm and easy going..dont like about how to be trendy..but my Mom taugh me about that..she's an expert about it!! I'm little boyish in high school in fashion..I dont care about my style or appearance at high school while my friends in high School are models..yes...I'm in prestige and famous High School which are many students are rich, models, etc!!And I really dont care about it! but day by day...my Mom taugh me more about fashion..and then in University..I learnt a little about fashion..be a little stylish...and after graduated I learnt make up...and then more and more I become an expert  now!! wahahha..because she always push me to be a stylish and now I'm a stylish lady..some people said it..hehehe
Until now..she always bought me a dress or clothes..and always ask me to wear it!! First I always reject..because sometimes it's not my style..but...at last..I wear it..LOL....
Yeah..she's my teacher in fashion stylist..even we always different opinion but..I'm glad because of her ...because of my Mom..

It's only simple things..many other things....she always push me to be the best...even sometimes I disagree with her..but..finally i realized..she's right..she's my best friends..she's my everything..
Here my tribute to her.....2 songs that really represent me and my Mom...I love you Mother!!

Spice Girls - Mama 

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free

Catching me in places that I knew I should'nt be

Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad

I never thought you would become the friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes

All that you did was love

Mama I love you.Mama I care

Mama I love you . Mama my friend. You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now

Every little thing you said and did was right for me

I had a lot of to think about,about the way I usedto be

Never had a sense of my responsibility

Back then I didn't know why

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love

Mama, I love you. Mama, I care

Mama, I love you. Mama ,my friend. You're my friend

But now I'm sure I know why,

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes

All I can give you is love is love

Mama I love you. Mama, I care

Mama, I love you. Mama, my friend,You're my friend

Mama, I love you, Mama ,I care

Mama, I love you, Mama, my friend, You're my friend

Boyz II Men - A Song for Mama

You taught me everything

And everything you’ve given me

I always keep it inside

You’re the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn’t anything  Or anyone I can be

And it just wouldn’t feel right

If I didn’t have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me

When skies were grey

Whenever I was down

You were always there to comfort me

And no one else can be what you have been to me

You’ll always be you always will be the girl

In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know I love you

Oh you know I love you

Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart

Your love is like

Tears from the stars

Mama, I just want you to know

Lovin’ you is like food to my soul

You’re always down for me

Have always been around for me even when I was bad

You showed me right from my wrong

Yes you did

And you took up for me

When everyone was downin’ me

You always did understand

You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times

Looking back when I was so afraid

And then you come to me

And say to me I can face anything

And no one else can do

What you have done for me

You’ll always be

You will always be the girl in my life

Bloggers,

We must respect our mother..we must honor her...every religion teach that to all children...

In Christian, Bible teach children to remember this :

Honour your father and your mother so that you may live long in the land that Yahweh your God is giving you.

– Exodus 20:12 (NJB)


Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. “Honor your father and mother” (this is the first commandment with a promise), “that it may go well with you and that you may live long in the land.”[46]
– Ephesians 6:1-2 (ESV)

Whatever the conditions of our mother, she will always love us under any circumstances. Continue to believe that what she is doing is for our best. Appreciate and honor her ..!!Just remember that "Heaven is under the heel of the mother"- (proverb in Indonesia)

I read some tips and some with my opinion how to enjoy our time with our Mother :
1. Give mom a vacation


Don't think Hawaii. Think of a day away from the kitchen. Or the home. Give her a vacation from the home where for her, most of the seemingly endless housework is done daily. Or, if she doesn't want that, start doing your share around the house. Maybe you could start giving her one day of the week off, when she does no cooking or household chores. Remember, fathers and husbands work hard at the office, but they get a two-day weekend in most cases. Moms usually don't even get a full day off. And if they are also working outside, it's like two full time jobs.

2. Let's hear her life story: a mom's circle

She may have read you bedtime stories when you were small, but now it's time for her to tell you a different story-about herself. Make a mom's circle at home in which you ask her to tell her life story. Mom's circle may actually turn into a project: one family member could write this up into a report, another could make a story book out of it and a third could video/audio record it. A mom's circle may become an ongoing family tradition.

3. Try beating mom's cooking

While most moms ask their kids what they want to eat, turn the tables around and do the same for her. Is there special food your mom likes? Buy or prepare that food for her (if you are not the best of cooks, maybe it's safer to just buy it). (My comments : the hardest part for me to do this!! LOL)

4. Arrange a mammogram or medical check up for her or accompany her to go to the doctor 

Every three minutes, a woman in America is diagnosed with breast cancer.
A woman's chances of developing breast cancer increases with age. The National Cancer Institute recommends women age 40 and over be screened with mammography every one to two years. It also advises that women at higher risk of breast cancer get medical advice before they are 40 about when to begin screening and about the frequency of their screening. Do this for your mom, so you can see her spend the rest of her life in good health.

6. Is your mom a bookworm? What is her hobbies? Find it!

If so, buy a small cabinet and buy all of the books you can afford. Then take it to her home and set it up for her. My Mom like fashion..she like shopping, buy her dress, she will be happy!! what is your Mom's hobbies? Search the best for her what she likes the most!!

7. Pray and fasting for her.
Pray every night before you sleep or spend time pray together with her and always bless her. When we are a child she always blessed us before we go, right? It's our time to bless her! And try fasting for a day and keep thinking and praying for her. Ask Gid that He guides her and ask Him what you can do to help her understand her own Creator.

8. If your relationship has not been the best with your Mom

If your relationship with your mom has not been the best, sit down in front of a year-long calendar or planner and mark down dates and things which you can plan to improve this relationship. Start off by making a formal first appointment. Then pick dates on which you can keep contact with her and build your relationship on a regular basis. Dinner or go to movie togehter..spend more time with her..

9. If mom is not alive

If your mom is not alive, visit her relatives and friends and ask what you can do for them. You also can go to your mom's sister..(aunties) and feel like she is you mom..and have some time with her :) and you can feel that your mom is also with you!!



10. Hugs or kisses...is physical affection

Sometimes..we are shy to hugs or maybe some of us not an usual things to do this..Yes..I do..I'm not a person who always this escpeciall when I growth up..May be when I a littleF, I always do this..every day..But now? It's rare..very rarely...
From now on..I will hugs my Mom and Kisses her as much I can :)...
When we're a baby..Her hugs can warm up, stop our tears and crying, and can make us smile?
How about now? how about our hugs? It's just a same..She also want us to do that for us!!
Hugs is a best medicine

Say it to our mothers...Let's celebrate it together!!

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xoxo

PinkLady